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Someone special left me a testimonial. It was quite a surprise. I did not know that I had such an effect on her life or that I should be of such value to her. It is a substantial honor of which I am humbly grateful. She is a great woman who deserves all that she credits me for giving her and so much more. She is a beautiful and admirable person who is consciously working to grow and develop herself.
I love watching survivorman. Their are a lot of things like that I am enjoying more and more. I have developed a great interest in early humanity and ancient wisdom. In part I love it because it is a really important area of history. It is like why I have a fondness for the 19th century. It is the whole merging of worlds thing. I am big on the merging of worlds. I think in part it may be because of what I am. The idea of things that were once one, were then separated and will eventually come back together speaks to me. I have always loved older things. I have always been quite subject to my romantic sense of things. I have always loved blades and various other weapons. I have always wanted to perfect their use as well as their creation. I am also obsessed with creation and destruction. How creation comes from destruction. How destruction comes from creation. Anything that I love it is not enough for me to want to use it. I want to create it as well. You cannot really appreciate it until you create it yourself. To know the process. To imbue it with your life and love. I want to learn to make knives and other bladed weapons. Well a lot of different weapons actually. Also I have been thinking of jewelry. Just the whole metal working thing. I really want to play and experiment with almost any material I can. I know it will take a long time. Their is a lot out there. I just want to be able to create what i want to create. Flint knapping is a big thing I want to learn. Those really ancient skills of survival. If the world collapsed I am am unfortunate enough to survive then I want to be able to survive and manage in that world which I would probably be happier in. Cut down to the truth of life with all the imaginary inflations gone. If others are there then I want to be able to make sure that these remnants of humanity survive. Also it is just good stuff to know. The thing with survival man is that almost every show follows a basic real possibility. Situations people get into all the time and simply do not know how to just survive let alone overcome. If you loved me you would let me die in a hole. It is incredible what you can do with things like flint knapping. In the first issue of Make magazine had this thing about the world of flint knapping. Those that I love I want to be able to focus on themselves and living the best most proper life for them. I will worry about taking care of them, making them happy, making sure they have a tomorrow. Also if I can produce my own jewelry, do lapidary and gem cutting. I want to create things that are not just copies of ancient examples. I want to create armor as if we were still making it, as well as put my own imagination into it. It is like jody samsons work. Yeah history is cool and beautiful. I do not feel any need to be restricted by tradition or ever hinder what is a universe of infinite possibilities. I do not want to make anything that is absurd. Although it can be fun. Look at Polly's cakes. She makes these whimsy cakes, they are beautiful and like something you would see in a dr. seuss book. I believe in a world built upon quality and artisanship. People creating things out of love and passion for what they do. Not about making a much money as possible just to make money. I have seen that world. It exists. It is just like everyone is in a maze of all of this other crap. if you removed it all. Like you lift the walls of the maze into the air, then everyone could see each other and work together. Their is this couple in wisconsin. He manages the goats or whatever they are raising. She makes the cheese. She really makes the cheese. It is in like a cave or something. they let natural molds collect on the cheese as if they were making a lambic beer. She goes out and rubs those cheeses every day. That is love. That is passion. That is caring about creating something the best that you can for the sake of doing the best that you can. Their are so many people out their like that. If only they could all be collected together.
I like the original movie entitled running scared. With gregory hines and billy crystal. It was funny and enjoyable. When the guy fell to his death and they said the cause was deceleration shock and concrete poisoning.
He has some interesting ideas, but still short sighted.
I do not usually like male singers but his work is beautiful and has meaning to me.
http://www.myspace.com/luxdivon
http://www.myspace.com/sparklesrecordingco
Someone special left me a testimonial. It was quite a surprise. I did not know that I had such an effect on her life or that I should be of such value to her. It is a substantial honor of which I am humbly grateful. She is a great woman who deserves all that she credits me for giving her and so much more. She is a beautiful and admirable person who is consciously working to grow and develop herself.
I love watching survivorman. Their are a lot of things like that I am enjoying more and more. I have developed a great interest in early humanity and ancient wisdom. In part I love it because it is a really important area of history. It is like why I have a fondness for the 19th century. It is the whole merging of worlds thing. I am big on the merging of worlds. I think in part it may be because of what I am. The idea of things that were once one, were then separated and will eventually come back together speaks to me. I have always loved older things. I have always been quite subject to my romantic sense of things. I have always loved blades and various other weapons. I have always wanted to perfect their use as well as their creation. I am also obsessed with creation and destruction. How creation comes from destruction. How destruction comes from creation. Anything that I love it is not enough for me to want to use it. I want to create it as well. You cannot really appreciate it until you create it yourself. To know the process. To imbue it with your life and love. I want to learn to make knives and other bladed weapons. Well a lot of different weapons actually. Also I have been thinking of jewelry. Just the whole metal working thing. I really want to play and experiment with almost any material I can. I know it will take a long time. Their is a lot out there. I just want to be able to create what i want to create. Flint knapping is a big thing I want to learn. Those really ancient skills of survival. If the world collapsed I am am unfortunate enough to survive then I want to be able to survive and manage in that world which I would probably be happier in. Cut down to the truth of life with all the imaginary inflations gone. If others are there then I want to be able to make sure that these remnants of humanity survive. Also it is just good stuff to know. The thing with survival man is that almost every show follows a basic real possibility. Situations people get into all the time and simply do not know how to just survive let alone overcome. If you loved me you would let me die in a hole. It is incredible what you can do with things like flint knapping. In the first issue of Make magazine had this thing about the world of flint knapping. Those that I love I want to be able to focus on themselves and living the best most proper life for them. I will worry about taking care of them, making them happy, making sure they have a tomorrow. Also if I can produce my own jewelry, do lapidary and gem cutting. I want to create things that are not just copies of ancient examples. I want to create armor as if we were still making it, as well as put my own imagination into it. It is like jody samsons work. Yeah history is cool and beautiful. I do not feel any need to be restricted by tradition or ever hinder what is a universe of infinite possibilities. I do not want to make anything that is absurd. Although it can be fun. Look at Polly's cakes. She makes these whimsy cakes, they are beautiful and like something you would see in a dr. seuss book. I believe in a world built upon quality and artisanship. People creating things out of love and passion for what they do. Not about making a much money as possible just to make money. I have seen that world. It exists. It is just like everyone is in a maze of all of this other crap. if you removed it all. Like you lift the walls of the maze into the air, then everyone could see each other and work together. Their is this couple in wisconsin. He manages the goats or whatever they are raising. She makes the cheese. She really makes the cheese. It is in like a cave or something. they let natural molds collect on the cheese as if they were making a lambic beer. She goes out and rubs those cheeses every day. That is love. That is passion. That is caring about creating something the best that you can for the sake of doing the best that you can. Their are so many people out their like that. If only they could all be collected together.
I like the original movie entitled running scared. With gregory hines and billy crystal. It was funny and enjoyable. When the guy fell to his death and they said the cause was deceleration shock and concrete poisoning.
He has some interesting ideas, but still short sighted.
I do not usually like male singers but his work is beautiful and has meaning to me.
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sugary_dynamite:
She get the crazy anger ones that cause you to throw things through a window? I used to do that, I stopped after I had to pay to replace 2 windows though. 
sugary_dynamite:
I don't remember ever trying to attack people, just things. I used to black out alot when I was younger. The one med I am on was doing great on it's own, but it left me lethargic, so in came the second med added on. It's not reacting well with the first I think.