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Today I had Christmas at my fathers house. I had some interesting conversations with my sisters. We may be working on some projects with each other. That would be nice. We talked about childrens books. I didn't really feel like going but I went. I just don't feel well. I do not actually at any time ever but expecially not lately. Their are the times when I can interact with those who I value most and that makes me feel well. I will talk about this some other time maybe. Anyway, christmas at my dad's was the usual pretty much. Little Johnny was boisterous and Jade was tolerable. It is essentially impossible to tell my father I do not need gifts. He gave me the fourth season of Mr. Show which was good. I don't know who he talked to but somehow he gave me a plush where the wild things are monster and a nice hardcover copy of the book. I have the action figures and I have been wanting for sometime to get the book and a nice shelf to put up a display with the figures arranged in front of the open book so that it is like they are coming out of it. Now I really have to go get the rest of the plushes as well. Beyond that their were the dad gifts. We all recieved books had our names in the title. I got some sort of Johnny appleseed book. Then he seems to pick a store and go nuts. We all found ourselves with cans of butane, and then extra powerful cooking torches. I already have several handheld trigger fired butane torches. This one is a kitchen one that I wouldn't carry with me though. It will be nice if I make Creme brulee's or something. Also if i need to interrogate a prisoner. Then their were the Nordicware microwave things. An egg poacher and an omelette thing. I didn't have a waffle iron now I do. I had a slow cooker, now I have two. Oh and a thing of raspberry scone mix. I gave him a hug. It would seem that some sort of magic happens when I am around that he manages to not do anything that makes me angry. Well as long as it is just stories from my sisters then it is fine. I can tolerate just about any ridiculous behavior as long as it is not in my face. I know other people have worse families. Others peoples families have proven to be unbelievably appalling. I appreciate what my parents did correctly. However I do not tolerate ridiculous behavior from anyone. I was asked to go to a friends home for new years. I think about it. I will feel guilty if I do not go. I really do not feel like it. I don't want to leave my apartment. I do not feel like drinking anything. Well tea, I always drink tea. I have not shaved, showered, or put in my contacts. I know what I need.