age: 34 (Nov 16, 1977)

MEMBER SINCE: April 2005

occupation: Becoming something new. Touching the edge. Total awareness and understanding.

stats: Infinite and overwhelming.

body mods: Nothing about me is superficial. I wear my adornments on my soul.

heroes: All those that I love.

most humbling moment: My humility is found in my wisdom and awareness. It is not a matter wounded fear.

crush: I love or I do not love.

makes me happy: The study and wonder of life and science. Whatever beauty is left in this world. My loves and lusts. My distractions. Weasels and cats(especially a houseful of them). Special things special moments. special people. The occasional peaceful moments. many people would say I am unhappy or depressed. But I laugh more than anyone I know. Their is a lot of things that I like. If I really thought about it, it would take forever to write them all down.

into: Science, art, philosophy, sexuality(the erotic arts and sciences), humanity, Psychology, life, science fiction, music, toys, weapons, anime, movies, cooking,baking, alcohol(the study, production and consumption), writing, beautiful things, my addiction to novelty and my other distractions and sublimations.

fantasy: is where I find myself mostly existing. It takes little intellect to operate and interact with others(usually), so I am mostly in another place in my mind. A very small percentage of me is external.

makes me sad: People. Living their lies(way more than they realize). ignoring the truth. robbing the world of joy and failing to reach their potential. Selfish, stupid, ignorance that creates the real evil. People who use the word love and have no idea what it really means. People who think love is anything other than unconditional and eternal. I hate a lot, it seems most everything and most everyone. and spit cans

i lost my virginity: I place no particular value on that concept. if it meant something to someone I cared about then it has value. Otherwise all I can say is that sexuality is something to be shared not taken, stolen, or tricked.