age: 28 (Nov 17, 1983)
MEMBER SINCE: November 2005
occupation: tryin to be a business man!
body mods: my piercings are only memories now... *sigh*
gets me hot: intelligence, hot hair styles, nerds, chicks in plain white t-shirts.
makes me sad: loneliness...
fantasy: retire in western europe and to have sg's by my side.
i lost my virginity: while thinking about what was for dinner.
into: music, liquor, contemplating existence.
crush: bjork
makes me happy: loneliness
BLOGS
Calmness of the never-ending, desolate night is no stranger to me,
Time and time again I find myself in the darkness of this solitary cranny,
My contentious ways seal the fate that will befall my unorganized plan,
As if it were meant to be, I again find my head slumped into the palms of my hands,
A familiar, self-sympathetic tear trickles down my cheek,
Thoughts of opposites remind of what could be,
But it is not who I am, I cannot wear that façade,
Loneliness is what I need; it is what makes me so odd,
This single being that I am will forever keep asking:
Is this confinement unto myself my ultimate destiny?
Time and time again I find myself in the darkness of this solitary cranny,
My contentious ways seal the fate that will befall my unorganized plan,
As if it were meant to be, I again find my head slumped into the palms of my hands,
A familiar, self-sympathetic tear trickles down my cheek,
Thoughts of opposites remind of what could be,
But it is not who I am, I cannot wear that façade,
Loneliness is what I need; it is what makes me so odd,
This single being that I am will forever keep asking:
Is this confinement unto myself my ultimate destiny?
DECEMBER 2010
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