You know how sometimes you get a thought in your head and you wish it would go away?
Yeah, I wish this thought would go away.
I really wish it would.
I get scared and paranoid that he'll wake up one day and realise, shit, I can get so much better, I can get a girl with a hot body, who's free to go out whenever she pleases, who isn't tied down with a baby. Someone like Simone. Ughh Simone. That name makes me feel sick.
I shouldn't think like this. Cos I know he loves me.
But I know he could do so much better.
I gotta go take my mind off this.