Well, here I am, living in Sac now for almost 2 months, still no job. No friends here either besides my roommates. And i need to meet a girl. Bad.
I just don't know what to do with myself. No purpose, no direction, no where to go, nothing to do. I'm pretty sure that is the definition of lost.

God damn cars and fucking people that drive them. Lost two friends yesterday on interstate 80. that made for a shitty ass night...

eh, what are you gonna do. sometimes writing journals just ain't my thing. sometimes i'm lazy. sometimes i do it in other mediums. but i like talking. conversations are nice. so if you want to talk, hit me up... man i'm drunk.

Man, what an insane weekend. It started on Wednesday and ended on Tuesday. Went home to see friends, ended up spending very little time at home, but lots of time out with my friends... Good drunken adventures and good stories to tell. Just psyched about life again. (And it's fucking sunny today! )
I'm gonna go outside and read...

Ugggh! I feel like crap. My girl was horribly sick and I went home to see her... which means? I too am now horribly sick. I'll write more when i stop coughing...

Oh, one other quick note. Just put a whole bunch of new pictures up... take a look if your interested. sorry the quality sucks, i was in a hurry and used a compression program... it's a shame, the originals are 3072 x 2048 pixels...
well, that's all for now...
Peace.

Well, I'm going back home tomarrow after class. Get to go see my girlfriend and all the sonoma kids... Friday night i'm spending with Tori, saturday her and I are going to SFMOMA, having a picnic at the botantical gardens, then going up to willits to visit her dad. seems like it'll be a good time. school is starting to get to me... i just don't really know why i'm here. i'm an astrophysics major, but i also have a lot of other interests. on top of that, it seems that whatever major i'm in, i'm not going to end up with a job in that field, at least not for some time. got too many plans ahead of me, there's just to much to do in the world... but hey, i like learning and it seems to be going good right now... nothing to do but wait and see...

I have been a member of this site for a while, but have yet to make a journal entry (probably also why I don't have any friends). so here goes nothing....
I should be writing an essay, but what are you going to do?
My girlfriends at home sick and I wish I could be with her to take car of her, but I am an hour away and carless, plus I have class tomarrow morning...
This weekend was great. On thursday, went to S.F. for the inaguration day protests. Had a decent Black Bloc presence there, we burned flags and effigies of Bush, danced, chanted, yelled at the mainstream media, fucked with the riot cops that insisted on following us all the way down market, then played "anarchist, anarchist, cop" on a street corner until they left. went back to my friends place and drank myself stupid.
Friday night we had a show in a lecture hall on campus. Whiskey Rebels and Monster Squad played. Tore that place up... and my friend got a concussion and the paramedics showed up, just a bloody mess. Saturday I made it to santa rosa for a show at a friend's house, highlights included Black Box, Dcoi!, and falling asleep on the floor with Tori, my girlfriend. Sunday brought me back to sonoma with Tori and my friend Larry for some hiking and a hillside fire in the foggy weather. All in all, a great weekend. Well, now to my essay and the drudges of school work.