Hi everyone,

I have been dealing with a lot this month and I have been doing a lot of thinking. I have decided that I am not going to submit any more sets to SG, Brilliant Disguise is my last, unless it miraculously goes live at some point. Additionally, I am just not into keeping up with this blog here...the only reason I have come back is because there are a lot of people I truly like and want to keep in contact with. I am going to continue blogging on Myspace. I am even going to start up my videos again once my face swelling is down (see explanation below.) Here is my blog on Myspace, if I think about it I will keep pasting them, but it would be better if you friended me there and started messaging me there. Also, I use my real name there.

Myspace Blog

My Space Profile

Please friend me on myspace, I want to keep in touch and get my blog up and going there.


Today marks one month since I have lost my best friend. I can't begin to describe how I feel about that, other than the fact that I feel utterly empty. I am still unable to talk about it much or even think about it, I just can accept it. Little Bits Angel Baby died on October, 3 2008. Yes, that was her entire name, you see I was about 10 or 11 when I gave it to her. I still can't bear to talk about this but I wanted to say something. I have a few videos I shot, I can't watch them...heh...I could only watch a few seconds of this one. But I really wanted to share it.

(The video and pix are on myspace, but the video and the pix are up somewhere in this profile.)

What else is going on with Karen AKA Eirian?

Warning: My blogs are usually long, I am transferring my blogs to myspace from another site. I just hope myspace stays nice to me.

Well, I just got surgery on my bottom jaw and it has been NO PICNIC! OMZ!!! For starters, my bosses gave me a hard time about when I could get the surgery, even though this is a time sensitive surgery...I'm not even going to get into that crock of bull.

Hi everyone,

I have been dealing with a lot this month and I have been doing a lot of thinking. I have decided that I am not going to submit any more sets to SG, Brilliant Disguise is my last, unless it miraculously goes live at some point. Additionally, I am just not into keeping up with this blog here...the only reason I have come back is because there are a lot of people I truly like and want to keep in contact with. I am going to continue blogging on Myspace. I am even going to start up my videos again once my face swelling is down (see explanation below.) Here is my blog on Myspace, if I think about it I will keep pasting them, but it would be better if you friended me there and started messaging me there. Also, I use my real name there.

Myspace Blog

My Space Profile

Please friend me on myspace, I want to keep in touch and get my blog up and going there.


Today marks one month since I have lost my best friend. I can't begin to describe how I feel about that, other than the fact that I feel utterly empty. I am still unable to talk about it much or even think about it, I just can accept it. Little Bits Angel Baby died on October, 3 2008. Yes, that was her entire name, you see I was about 10 or 11 when I gave it to her. I still can't bear to talk about this but I wanted to say something. I have a few videos I shot, I can't watch them...heh...I could only watch a few seconds of this one. But I really wanted to share it.

(The video and pix are on myspace, but the video and the pix are up somewhere in this profile.)

What else is going on with Karen AKA Eirian?

Warning: My blogs are usually long, I am transferring my blogs to myspace from another site. I just hope myspace stays nice to me.

Well, I just got surgery on my bottom jaw and it has been NO PICNIC! OMZ!!! For starters, my bosses gave me a hard time about when I could get the surgery, even though this is a time sensitive surgery...I'm not even going to get into that crock of bull.

So, to the surgery: I have this condition called Malignant Hyperthermia, meaning that I am basically allergic to normal methods of anaesthesia. It sends me in to Hyperthermia (my temperature sky rockets) and I can die. Well, I found out this by being administered anaesthesia when I was 7 to get my tonsils out. I went into hyperthermia and was virtually on my death bed at age 7. Luckily, I had a fast acting surgeon and he saved my life. Needless to say, I never got my tonsils out.

Back to the present, on the day of my surgery...I was a bit nervous...heh. ^.^; In the operating room, as they were setting me up I stated to feel 7 again and I started to have a bit of a panic attack, luckily the drugs were strong because I don't remember anything until I woke up in recovery with a large green tube thing sticking out of my nose. Then that feeling hit me....that feeling like: "My Zod, I must have been trampled by a wayward herd of wildebeest!" OH THE PAIN! Hooray for pain medication! Only, it didn't work as well as I hoped...I couldn't sleep and my head was screaming. Then I had to spend the night at Shady Grove hospital with an A-hole of a nurse...he actually forced me to use a bed pan! He kept getting annoyed at the fact that I had to pee A LOT, due to IV fluids, at one point I held it over 30 minutes waiting for him to respond to my page. So, finally I decided "F-Him, I'll unplug myself and go pee." He didn't like that, he insisted that I didn't need to get out of bed, I should just use a bed pan. What a night!

Then I went home the next day, in the afternoon! They just could not get their act together at that hospital! When I got home I found out that since I requested liquid medication I would only get Tylenol with Codeine rather than Percocet , as I thought I would get. (Mind you I was on Morphine in the hospital). The Codeine wasn't enough...the pain was so unbelievably terrible! I also had freaky withdrawal symptoms from the pain medicine they had me on in the hospital. And then I started to puke! Thank God for my BF Chris and my sister Jill who helped me get through this awful ordeal. I am finally sitting here NOT thinking "I wish someone would just put me out of my misery." And that's a plus!

By the way due to some of the complications, I had to take off more time from work. It took 2 calls from my doctor and several from my BF to get this through to my boss! That was some undue stress today. I guess that's it.

Election tomorrow! I can't wait for it to be over!!!!!!!! I am of course, rooting for Obama...but really...let it end. As for McCain, I don't trust anyone who tries to make people like him by incessantly stating "My friends" every sentence or two.

End scene.

Karen

"Farewell, and may the forces of evil become confused on the way to your house."