age: 29 (May 03, 1983)
MEMBER SINCE: January 2003
occupation: Work two jobs, go to college
i lost my virginity: For free!!!!!
fantasy: That I have a life beyond being behind the computer 22 hours a day.
why i did sg: Cool members to talk to, beautiful naked women...nuff said
stats: Who cares?
sign: Taurus
body mods: 11 piercings in 13 different holes(industrial on one ear, orbital on the other.) Also three tattoos, one on back and one on either side of my right calf. Hopefully gonna have some more of those soon.
into: Shows, writing lyrics, trying to start a band, Bitching, ranting raving about anything, everything, anyone and everyone.
gets me hot: Girls
crush: Gwen....It's not stalking if you stay off of the actual property of the person, right?
a feeling that I can't
put a finger on, cannot
control, understand
pretending not to know
the reason I feel this way
pretending not to care
that it's not going to work
trying hard to breath
deeply, steadily
but it's all so wrong
Circumstance
can't break me
But it tries
don't need this
feels like I do
you always want
what you can't have
torn between
what I want and
what's meant to be
can't help but try
though I know it's doomed
to fail circumstance
won't let it be
I don't know why
I feel so drawn
To have this thing
so insignifigant,
small, and petty
but I do and I
can't help the way
I feel inside
it pulls me farther in
I'm not broken
I won't give in
To anger over
Circumstance
can't break me
But it tries
don't need this
feels like I do
you always want
what you can't have
wrote this along time ago, and just found it....tell me what you think
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LusipherJames