Hitting a downer tonight. No idea why.

I'm singing for Kid Ego again, they've given me the frontman slot for the second time, for the 23rd of December, seeing as Henry Rundell's decided (or not) to leave (or be ousted) from the band, with several inklings and lots of overtones that they want me to take over. Maybe that's just my Axl Rose side coming out, but hell. I'll enjoy singing for a band I've been listening to for over 3 years for one more night at least.

This week, I've been listening to Billy Joel's "Piano Man". Went to the local tonight, Bar Bliss, for the weekly karaoke night.

"They sit at the bar and put bread in my jar and say "man, what are you doin' here?".

Story of my life over the past year. I don't want to ever be a diva, but I want to make some fucking noise in this world. I've got a job, I'm making a wage, but FUCK I want to get out there. Every thursday I'm at Bar Bliss, singing away, enjoying the camaraderie with the great singers in Kirky (and there are a lot of them), but...

I want to know that I'm destined for greater things. I can still put things in italics. I'm not drunk enough.

My main band SwitchBlade Scream are going to Italy in march, and I've said that I don't want to get involved with anyone til then. But fuck, am I lonely right now. I work for 3 days, then I spend my 3 days off partying.

I need someone to talk to. Someone I can tell everything to, that won't really care if it's at 3 in the morning and I don't really have a reason to be down. I haven't seen enough of my best friends lately.

More beer, then a good movie. One more day off tomorrow. I'm gonna make the most of it.

Hitting a downer tonight. No idea why.

I'm singing for Kid Ego again, they've given me the frontman slot for the second time, for the 23rd of December, seeing as Henry Rundell's decided (or not) to leave (or be ousted) from the band, with several inklings and lots of overtones that they want me to take over. Maybe that's just my Axl Rose side coming out, but hell. I'll enjoy singing for a band I've been listening to for over 3 years for one more night at least.

This week, I've been listening to Billy Joel's "Piano Man". Went to the local tonight, Bar Bliss, for the weekly karaoke night.

"They sit at the bar and put bread in my jar and say "man, what are you doin' here?".

Story of my life over the past year. I don't want to ever be a diva, but I want to make some fucking noise in this world. I've got a job, I'm making a wage, but FUCK I want to get out there. Every thursday I'm at Bar Bliss, singing away, enjoying the camaraderie with the great singers in Kirky (and there are a lot of them), but...

I want to know that I'm destined for greater things. I can still put things in italics. I'm not drunk enough.

My main band SwitchBlade Scream are going to Italy in march, and I've said that I don't want to get involved with anyone til then. But fuck, am I lonely right now. I work for 3 days, then I spend my 3 days off partying.

I need someone to talk to. Someone I can tell everything to, that won't really care if it's at 3 in the morning and I don't really have a reason to be down. I haven't seen enough of my best friends lately.

More beer, then a good movie. One more day off tomorrow. I'm gonna make the most of it.