Hello!
For those of you who ever was friends with me last year... I'm Zor, known in my nick DisturbedAngevil back in 07. Problem was that while trying to activate my old account, my whole nickname didn't fit anymore so I had to make a new one and just go with DisturbedAng.

Just letting you all know that all is well and hopefully and back for good. If no more financial problems come my way.

Ok, let me try not to make this anymore boring that it already is...

Music is what moves me mostly and usually it's been depicting my life as of late. So... for anyone who knows this one, I hope it gives you the comfort that it did me.


What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...

and I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize

that I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you go

a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you

I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you gol

Do What You Have To Do-Sarah MacLachlan