age: 43 (Feb 28, 1969)
MEMBER SINCE: May 2005
occupation: Breaking the chains of Bondage
fantasy: To grow old and grey with my soulmate watching the sunset in Maine.
most humbling moment: Puking and Peeing on my Docs at the same time in front of my ex-girlfriend!
into: Sharing Power with someone special... Give and Take, Take and Give
i lost my virginity: When I was 12, It was 1,2,3 and thanks for a good time!! HORRIBLE!
stats: 6'3- 6'4 245#
body mods: Tattoos: L/arm 3/4 sleeve R/Arm 1/2 sleeve R/Pec Top of Spine All of my work(for now) is Buddhist/Asian influenced...
sign: Little fishes swimming with the flow
crush: I know your out there... I am awaiting our day just as you are too...
makes me sad: Hate, Manipulators, People who refuse to open their eyes to the world crisis, hypocrites, judging us because we don't "live" your life style or conform to your "norm". LIARS!!!! They make my skin crawl!
makes me happy: A hand to hold...Warm blankets, My kitty...She's the best!!!
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When youre cleaning out your closet you never know what youll find
1) That annoying habit of filling in the blanks myself when I just dont know something. Talk about feeding insecurities
2) The ideological belief that Im not worthy of love. I cant believe this old thing is still hanging around. I thought I lost that at sea.
3) A coat of many colors I wore to hide my self- loathing. I DEFENINTLY dont need that anymore.
4) Heres that emotion that made me believe I was a victim not a survivor. That kept me safe and comfortable for years There are days when I still pull it out for old times sake. Guess its time to let it go
5) A soap box marked with the words" My opinion (I'm ALWAYS right!)"...Jeez, I guess I was a real a-hole.
How deep is this closet, where does it end?
Are all of my hidden fears waiting to appear?