devilbear

I'm almost nocturnal after working predominantly graveyard shifts at a homeless shelter. Not my favorite gig ever, not my ideal job either, but it lines my wallet. I have to go back to normal shifts, so it might be weird for awhile. Beer, my usual companion, hath grown away from me, I haven't the time for it really, but I try to fit it in,...
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No more London for me, way too short of notice for that much money to be saved. I've got a new plan, I'm going to Vegas for the millionth time. Much easier to save up for. Staying at the New York New York, every time I go I move farther and farther up the strip. I'll be on the news, I get crazy when I...
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I've gotta get out of securty, it's killing me. I'm seriously considering buying a one-way ticket for my trip to London and kind of just winging it when I get there, I know some people, maybe they can get me a job or something. Of course, there's always my plan to open up a guitar shop, but businesses are tough. My concept is gonna be...
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When I'm clean shaven, I'm the fat Matt Damon, when I have a goatee, I 'm the fat Leonardo DiCaprio, when I have the chinstrap beard I'm annoying everyone. Maybe I'll just grow sideburns again, I'll look like the guitarist from Mastodon, that'd be rad...

I had a job today where I literally sat ouside of a building for 12 hours doing nothing but talking to myself and trying to entertain myself with nothing. With each hour that passed I got more tired, even resorting to a nap at one point. My ass hurt and I was thinking of tons of other thigs I'd rather be doing or that would...
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Thought I'd post this in here because it speaks volumes to me, being that I get shit on alot, I've actually had girls tell me I'm too nice, and even imply that I'm gay because of it, nothing like buffing the self esteem.

What happened to all the nice guys?

The answer is simple: you did.

See, if you think back, really hard, you might...
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I'm working on getting some friends, I'm pretty terrible at it, I come off as a little scary and aggressive, I guess people don't dig that. I'm really a teddy bear and I act like it. I've been punched in the face before without retaliating, of course it was in a rugby match...and I did retaliate, ended up breaking the guys ankle...on accident.
I'm having...
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I figured the best way to start the new year is to make a commitment and join something, I already have a gym membership I don't use, to Suicide Girls was next on the list. Great to be here, Bear can only take so much Facebook, it's the app that doesn't love back...

Suicide Girls has changed my preferences in girls. I've gone from wanting the innocent church girl to wanting a girl that'll kick the crap out of me in bed and has ridiculous body mods. The whole world looks different to me now, I tried to watch this Hooters girl pageant and they all looked like retarded, anorexic strippers who are trying to convince themselves that...
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