age: 59 (Jan 11, 1954)
MEMBER SINCE: September 2011
occupation: Dilettante and narcissist.
body mods: None. Live with it.
sign: Go.
stats: 6'2", 200 lbs, bald, ordinary.
makes me sad: The US Congress; that all is vanity; that I have learned it is impossible for me to establish and maintain an intimate relationship--I can love, feel, fuck, and speak well, but that's about it.
most humbling moment: The moment I realized that in about 50 years no one will know I ever existed; nevertheless, that God loves me, but I can't do anything about it.
i lost my virginity: In a closet at my brother's wedding with a drunk woman who posed in Playboy and wanted to do it with a seminary student (me at the time).
into: Spiritual desire, Suicide Girls, Mexican food, good literature, history, figuring out the meaning of 'freedom", sex fantasies, a certain black stretchy shiny leather thong (on you).
gets me hot: When you look at me that way. Nipple rings. You in a black thong and black silk thigh high stockings, watching you dance, any woman in a black silk thong, her tongue in your pussy...and vice verce.
Another Saturday morning. No early work to get to. No rush to do anything. Just solitude, peace and quiet. And especially no greedy and obnoxious SG girl's hair in my face, hands grabbing for my cock, demanding even MORE sex! Again!? Woman, how many orgasms did you get last night?! (Hint: Lux and Opaque).
No, just solitude and quiet. The only sounds I hear are soft songs of the birds in the trees. And then the freeway traffic in the distance, an occasional car horn or alarm, and of course, a few angry shouts of young gang members from the barrio cursing in Spanglish. Just sometimes.
Other than that, just solitude and quiet. I'm going back to bed.
Well...maybe first jerk off to some pics of SG girls. Then back to sleep.