My holiday is over. And not because university is starting, I'm still in Vienna but my boyfriend's dad, with whom I was very close passed away yesterday and I am absolutely crushed, so is my boy. We are going back home tomorrow for the funeral. I have been crying since we got the news so I am feeling like shit right now.

For now everything is on hold. I don't know what will happen with he job I am supposed to start and how school will be and if my boy is staying home or he will come back here in Vienna or whatever.

I'm sad, confused and just want to sleep in his arms.

My holiday is over. And not because university is starting, I'm still in Vienna but my boyfriend's dad, with whom I was very close passed away yesterday and I am absolutely crushed, so is my boy. We are going back home tomorrow for the funeral. I have been crying since we got the news so I am feeling like shit right now.

For now everything is on hold. I don't know what will happen with he job I am supposed to start and how school will be and if my boy is staying home or he will come back here in Vienna or whatever.

I'm sad, confused and just want to sleep in his arms.