I want to divorce the AF. And I want someone to come clean my own from top to bottom and paint everything.
THats all. Not too much to ask for...
THats all. Not too much to ask for...
On to Missouri, AKA: Misery next. Glad to be getting out of this area, but bummed that we didn't get one of our choices. But oh well, such is life. 
Now I just need to meet some new people....
Now I just need to meet some new people.... My husband left for his year in Korea this morning. Our normal sized house now feels humongous with only me here. And I definitely feel like poop 
Up to NY for the weekend to visit my parents, some friends and go to a family reunion. not looking forward to the reunion. and definitely not looking forward to driving up and back feeling as shitty as i have. i have had something since last monday that just wont let go. it started out that i was just completely exhausted, didnt have energy for anything, everything on my body hurt, but yet i couldn't sleep. now its still that, plus i am having stomach issues and killer headaches and ive got a nasty cough. boo to being sick.
maybe the fresher air will help clear it out of me though?
maybe the fresher air will help clear it out of me though?
Sorry to anyone that dislikes random friend requests, cuz i know i sent a few out there tonight. Im just looking to meet some new people, preferably some hot sexy girls in my area. 
About to go take some sexy pics for my Husband who is in Kuwait right now. I have been slacking compared to how i did last time he was deployed, got a lot to make up.
Back from the lovely Southern California. It was great out there, was good for me to get away for a week and just put everything out of my head for a bit. But i am glad to be back home now. My seesters house was tiny! lol. and it felt so great to sleep in my own bed again and have all my own stuff.
It did make me realize that I need to stay in this area for a while still. I amazingly still have my job still right now, so i really shouldn't be screwing that up right now just to be able to run away from my problems. Plus, i dont want to have to deal with traffic like that all the time!
It did make me realize that I need to stay in this area for a while still. I amazingly still have my job still right now, so i really shouldn't be screwing that up right now just to be able to run away from my problems. Plus, i dont want to have to deal with traffic like that all the time!
