I'm a stay at home mom who goes crazy trying to find things to occupy my time. When I'm not on the computer, I"m drawing or writing. I enjoy intelligent conversations with people who don't have any expectations towards me. I get drunk occasionally and become very friendly and flirtatious. I speak a vulgar language constantly and my mind thinks the same way. I'm a bit strange in person. Some people say I am spooky...that's where I got my nickname "Spookie." That's the name you can call me by. I have a book out that I'm trying to get people to read. The focus is to open up peoples' minds.
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I've never felt so hated in my life. The weird thing is I just realized this a few moments ago. I haven't thought about it for very long. My tendency towards honesty gets me in trouble. It's funny how that sounds so backwards. I'm going to get over this uncomfortable feeling soon because I'm the maker of my own reality, but as for now, I thought it suitable to blog about.
I don't understand how I can love people so much, do anything for most people if they ask, but end up the one hated. Could it be that my thinking is so different from most people that I can't relate...no matter how hard I try? Are people really so sensitive to the things I say and do? Or do they never hear the real words coming from this brain of mine? And here's the biggest question, should I care?
I don't understand how I can love people so much, do anything for most people if they ask, but end up the one hated. Could it be that my thinking is so different from most people that I can't relate...no matter how hard I try? Are people really so sensitive to the things I say and do? Or do they never hear the real words coming from this brain of mine? And here's the biggest question, should I care?
JANUARY 2012
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