todays been wierd...overcast all day and very clam...then i went to meet a friend but she forgot to turn up but i wasnt bothered, normaly i would but seems my new way of think 'ifs ment to happen it will' seems to be true, i stole it from a book im reading...funny how i can only seem to add change to my life via reading/hearing/seeing someone i respect do it, hmm doesnt vote to well for me being an orignal type.

No wim at home listening to converge feeling very lack luster, also having a line from a blacklisyed song going round in my head..."dont know what i want, dont know how to get, all i know is that in time ill live to regret it"

goodnight

todays been wierd...overcast all day and very clam...then i went to meet a friend but she forgot to turn up but i wasnt bothered, normaly i would but seems my new way of think 'ifs ment to happen it will' seems to be true, i stole it from a book im reading...funny how i can only seem to add change to my life via reading/hearing/seeing someone i respect do it, hmm doesnt vote to well for me being an orignal type.

No wim at home listening to converge feeling very lack luster, also having a line from a blacklisyed song going round in my head..."dont know what i want, dont know how to get, all i know is that in time ill live to regret it"

goodnight