About Me
Deep black universe upon me
I'm enchanted by this warm light
Yet nothing can melt my cold soul
The lakes, my silent lovers
Whispers from the deep black waters
Ice would keep the ghost's silent
Their mournful song freezes my heart
BLOGS
One of my best friends died today. He was sick, we all thought it was pneumonia but in fact it was pancreatic cancer. He went pretty fast, it was only a month since he first went to the doctor and found out. He didn't let any of us know until just last Thursday what was really wrong, there was no way to hide it anymore when they sent him home from the hospital with hospice care. I went to see him Saturday and he seemed 40 years older than he was. He looked old and frail, where as the last time I'd seen him before that he was home from the doc and talking about going back to work. I will always and truly always miss Bob, he was one of the funniest nicest people I'd ever known. My heart is heavy with his passing, it seems surreal that he's even gone.
Sorry that you have lost someone who sounds like they were a close friend. It's very sad when someone who was always there is no longer around. From what you post perhaps there is small consolation in that it sounds like they didn't have too much time to suffer which can sometimes be so hard for them and their friends and family. We will all be on the other side of this equation one day and we can only behave and feel now the way we would hope our friends and family will behave when it is us that have gone.
MAY 2013
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Ellerslie