Ever get that feeling where you can’t talk to anyone about what’s going on because most likely they are dealing with their own stuff, you just don’t want to bring them down, or you don’t want to hurt feelings? Well I sure am feeling that way right now… I am so confused on what to do. I like way to many girls, but I like this one more than the others… But I keep flirting with all of them because I feel if I don’t, I’m being a bad guy… I also feel bad that I might be leading them on and that is not what my intentions are. Which I know that by doing so I am leading them on… Shit is whack! I should just stop being friends with girls, period.
This girl that I really do like is pretty awesome. She is probably too awesome for a guy like me. She is fit, can dance, and is pretty and probably everything else; this is just what I know from her now.
I must be parading a façade every day or something because I look and feel pretty confident in myself usually and have made efforts to talk to people more often, but I gravitate towards women as of late and I feel like I’m just digging my own grave. Gemini like to be free and open spirited from what I’ve learned and like to jump from woman to woman, which I’ve been finding this to be pretty accurate to how I feel lately, but I don’t like that, I just want to get to know this one girl and just her… I hear it’s better to keep my options open and stuff, but I hate options, I just want things to go. For instance, I order a vegetarian Rueben from a restaurant here in town and depending on the cooks, it is always different, either way is awesome for me, I just want a vegetarian Rueben…
This doesn’t even make sense now… What I guess I’m really trying to say is I really like this one girl, but at the same time I’m liking other girls that I don’t like as much as her.
If you bothered reading this bologna, what do you think?

Ever get that feeling where you can’t talk to anyone about what’s going on because most likely they are dealing with their own stuff, you just don’t want to bring them down, or you don’t want to hurt feelings? Well I sure am feeling that way right now… I am so confused on what to do. I like way to many girls, but I like this one more than the others… But I keep flirting with all of them because I feel if I don’t, I’m being a bad guy… I also feel bad that I might be leading them on and that is not what my intentions are. Which I know that by doing so I am leading them on… Shit is whack! I should just stop being friends with girls, period.
This girl that I really do like is pretty awesome. She is probably too awesome for a guy like me. She is fit, can dance, and is pretty and probably everything else; this is just what I know from her now.
I must be parading a façade every day or something because I look and feel pretty confident in myself usually and have made efforts to talk to people more often, but I gravitate towards women as of late and I feel like I’m just digging my own grave. Gemini like to be free and open spirited from what I’ve learned and like to jump from woman to woman, which I’ve been finding this to be pretty accurate to how I feel lately, but I don’t like that, I just want to get to know this one girl and just her… I hear it’s better to keep my options open and stuff, but I hate options, I just want things to go. For instance, I order a vegetarian Rueben from a restaurant here in town and depending on the cooks, it is always different, either way is awesome for me, I just want a vegetarian Rueben…
This doesn’t even make sense now… What I guess I’m really trying to say is I really like this one girl, but at the same time I’m liking other girls that I don’t like as much as her.
If you bothered reading this bologna, what do you think?