age: 23 (Aug 19, 1988)
MEMBER SINCE: October 2011
occupation: Supermarket Supervisor
heroes: Kevin Smith, Batman,
i lost my virginity: Quickly found it again though
stats: Personality: 72/100 Cuddle Factor: 10/10 Sense of Humor: 9/10
sign: Leo? That what you mean?
body mods: Tattoos ... so far a Rubik's Cube, a Claddagh, Sonic & Mario, the song of time from Zelda and a Pokemon half sleeve.
Is is pathetic to become jealous of some you purposely try to avoid through mySpace? I could really do with a answer to that question it's ridiculous, I'm sat in my room cleaning my face just because I've read 3 or 4 lines on a profile, admittedly its a bit more substantial than being jealous of a photo album but it's not much.
The more i go on the more i end up thinking about NOTHING but her, which considering that it feels like I'm seeing her less and less means I'm spending more time in my head. When she's around I'm captivated ... mesmerized and just amazed that this girl will even talk to me nine times out of ten, yet when I'm here, or at college or work and I'm effectively on my own, cause as much as you try you can't stop me from thinking this shit i can't loss the thoughts that upset me.
So she txt me earlier to find out what I was doing and I snapped into life, thinking if she wants to know what I'm doing maybe she's free maybe she wants to me. But no I'm pretty sure that only I would jump to such ludicrous conclusions. The truth of the matter was she was just asking, making conversation so why the shock she her answer to the same question tells tales of her being (quite understandably for the normal folk) with her BOYFRIEND!
So I brushed it off did my best to leave it at that, but it's near impossible, I feel such jealously that he gets to see her and I don't, its sad. In fairness I could have done without the reminder that she was with him ... that one sucked when i was sat here on my own but really again I have no right to be upset about it. Really I have no right to be blabbering all this out of me.
She's not left my head all day ... everything i've done, she's the constant. She's kinda like the screen saver of my mind, unless I'm being forced to think about something else like talking to someone or something like that she's...
The more i go on the more i end up thinking about NOTHING but her, which considering that it feels like I'm seeing her less and less means I'm spending more time in my head. When she's around I'm captivated ... mesmerized and just amazed that this girl will even talk to me nine times out of ten, yet when I'm here, or at college or work and I'm effectively on my own, cause as much as you try you can't stop me from thinking this shit i can't loss the thoughts that upset me.
So she txt me earlier to find out what I was doing and I snapped into life, thinking if she wants to know what I'm doing maybe she's free maybe she wants to me. But no I'm pretty sure that only I would jump to such ludicrous conclusions. The truth of the matter was she was just asking, making conversation so why the shock she her answer to the same question tells tales of her being (quite understandably for the normal folk) with her BOYFRIEND!
So I brushed it off did my best to leave it at that, but it's near impossible, I feel such jealously that he gets to see her and I don't, its sad. In fairness I could have done without the reminder that she was with him ... that one sucked when i was sat here on my own but really again I have no right to be upset about it. Really I have no right to be blabbering all this out of me.
She's not left my head all day ... everything i've done, she's the constant. She's kinda like the screen saver of my mind, unless I'm being forced to think about something else like talking to someone or something like that she's...
APRIL 2011
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