age: 27 (Nov 02, 1984)
MEMBER SINCE: February 2004
occupation: Beleaguered and Belagered College Student
heroes: Spiderman and Wolverine are my underpants perverts of choice. But V is pretty great, too.
crush: Grape. Sometimes Orange.
stats: 1.1.2.3.5.8.13.21.34.55
i lost my virginity: In the back of a Toyota 4Runner. No, seriously.
body mods: I got some ink done. It's nerdier than your mom is.
into: Awesome books. Intellectualizing on the foundations of humanity. Fucking. Scotch. Ambient/Electronic/Techno music. Rendering the Universe a rational, explainable, understandable system.
most humbling moment: I was racing bmx bikes one Friday, and I totally ate shit right after crossing the finish line. I had a wrestling meet the next day, and the guys at the check-in desk AND at the weigh-in asked me if I had herpes, thanks to the semi-open wounds on my face.
makes me sad: Field tracheotomy. The looming threat that I will not end up doing what I want to do, and be forced to wander the world as a useless and unwanted expert.
fantasy: Lately I've mostly fantasized about making out with hot girls. I think it's time I got out and gave some lady the business.
gets me hot: Asian women. Bossy girls. Shibari. Surprises.
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On a good day, the norms that society seems to agree upon are all well and good, but worth disregarding in the name of good humor. On a bad day I just want to betray those norms so that I can prove that I can. As if any limitation on my own insane free will would indicate that I have no freedom.
If a sane man may not behave like a mad man, lest he be caged like a mad man, which man is the more free? Maddening, isn't it.
Here's what I do when I find a cognitive hole like this one: I blow it up. I tell myself that none of it means shit. Sane? Mad? Freedom? What does any of that really mean in the free world. I can do anything that I want to do, and I'm extra lucky because the vast majority of the things I'll ever want to do won't harm anyone. So rather than bothering myself with thoughts of self-constraining desires, I'm going to go play video games.
See how easy it is to be healthy?
Mahalo.