crystal_zephyr

Can you say Internet Death? LOL. Busy life lately,and too many places to spread myself (LOL ok that just sounded bad)

Dirty mind! shame on me. Anyway, life has been so hectic lately and my animal house (not the euphamism hahaha) has been crazy since all the animals have come down with upper repspiratory issues. I think I've spent about 400 dollas so far for...
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I've been doing some writing again. I'm afraid to put it online though, because people seem to cut and paste everything on past sites ive been on. I write about things like love, pain, depression, hope, and loneliness. Oh, by the way, its verse. Not just blogging. I am a songwriter and poetry is my passion.

I feel for my dad. His x-wife took his...
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I have been doing some emotional mountain-climbing, lately. It seems that when life is at its roughest spots, things only get worse. I'm not complaining, there are plenty of people who have it hard in this life, but I feel like I can't write anymore, sing anymore.... my creative muse is post-mortem. I'm trying desperately to jump-start my life and make it good this time,...
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I have been working with the book, "Living Juicy," by Sark, for a while, and finally feel confident to post my thoughts on todays topic (in the book) "Being Inward." This follows yesterday, which was titled "Being You Unknown Self."

Today I am working on being inward, I am trying to love myself for who I am imperfections or "confetti" and all. Maybe I need...
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Summer is almost over! This is crazy. I hate but love this time of year. Autumn is coming, but summer ends in a whisper. This time of year is great for couples; especially autumn. Walking across the boardwalk hand-in-hand. It's hard knowing that the two women that I've truly loved in this life are now taken. Years ago when I was engaged to both of...
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I'm listening to industrial rock radio while avoiding a giant moth flying (that seems to think its an airplane) at my head. Typical friday morning. A little grouchy

J/K (about the grouchy part). I hope everyone is doing well today, but life is certainly not easy here. I'm basically trying to get by with nothing, as far as emotions go. My friends continue to dump...
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