crazywhitegirl

Fuck. I had one of the most awesome yet TERRIBLE night of my ENTIRE life!! I got there, by myself, fucking saw Fractal and Cloe. Got them to sign my arm. Bought a shirt. Talked and hung out with all the SG's there- Nixon, Odette, Chloe, Fractal.. Im drunk but yeah. The whole dmn thing. Wonderful, funny, beautiful ladies. Was taking pictures during the show, like 50 other people. Next thing I know this fucker jumps off the stage onto me. Grabs me, yells at me to "stop taking fucking pictures!!!" I was like "Yes sir I'm sorry". He GRABS and PULLS me away from the crowd and starts harassing me. Yes, I'm pissed. I took pictues of these girls I had been hanging out with BEFORE the show. I had thier names written on my skin, love notes from then, and PICTURES with them loving me. I gave this fucker shit for touching me and manhandling me. I payed to be here and I came to see these amazing ladies. I told him to hit me and he didn't cuz he's a a little faggot and I'm a girl. So he calls over this female bouncer who PUNCHES ME IN THE FACE, GRABS ME, DRAGS ME OUT, AND THROWS ME ON THE SIDEWALK. He told her "take care of this bitch." cuz he didn't want to. I was physically abused for NO FUCKING REASON. omg I took a picture of my new frriends that were BLOWING KISSES DIRECTLY AT ME....

I get all scraped up, am completely baffled... called the police. I know that no one can abuse me and beat me up for taking pictures and not a damn thing more. I was so scared, this huge fat bouncer guy was looking at me pounding his fist into his hand. That's scary. I went by myself, I was fucking scared and called our lovely police officials that are here to "protect and serve "

Seriously, I was SCARED. I was hiding behing a van crying my eyes out shaking. Some random fucktards asked what was wrong and wanted to take me for a drink but I needed to wait for the cops. Finally this cop van came and I pulled myself together to tell them what happened. There were 3 cops, I was trying to not cry and breathe and explain what happened. I found out if you are at a club/bar/whatever and are told to leave, and you refuse you can legally BE FORCEFULLY REMOVED. I asked him if this ment punching me in the face and throwing me to the ground.... fucking shit....

so basically this cock was asking me if I wanted to press charges. That won't do shit. Some snotty rich ass fucking nazi club VS a crazy white girl. I apologized for wasting their time with petty assault when there are rapes and murders going on and he was like "No we want to help you, blah blah blah"

So I apologize to the nazis and try to gain some composure. I jus tsit there and cry my eyes out. Chris came up to me concerned and I just vented everything to him and cried and told him sorry for being an emo bitch. he was like "Well, we ARE at Emos...". It was nice just crying and venting to a stranger that cared and would listen to me.

We went to some bar and had some beers and I bitched and moaned. I know if I press charges nothing will happen. It'll just be a bitch for me, time and annoyance and trouble and everything fucked up. There's no point. I don't matter. Businesses and people with big bucks mattrer. It doesn't matter if I get thrown to the pavement for no reason and bleed. It really doesn't. I just have to move on.

I will NOT go there again. Fuck Emo's and FUCK 6TH STREET.

Before I was harassed and abused I had an amazing time. Talking about it with Chris over some beers helped. Seriously, all the SG's got pictures with me, signed my fucking ARM and wrote me personalized notes. Fcuk fuck fuck,

I really hate the world and all the bullshit.. I'd rather sit at home and drink for free and entertain myself on the fucking internet. I'm so disgusted by the system. Pressing charges won't do shit. That bitch that punched me in the face and slammed me into pavement will get away with it cuz she works at some rich ass emo club in Downtown Austin that can afford to pay off shady cops for whatever disgusting bullshit they do to patrons....

But on a positive note- I fucking love Odette, Chloe, Fractal, Fanny, Nixon and Regan. Lovely, funny cute sweet women that totally made my night.