age: 33 (Jan 28, 1980)
MEMBER SINCE: March 2005
occupation: Ground Controller
body mods: 1 piercing, 2 tattoos... and at least 2 others planned
i lost my virginity: ...and haven't been able to find it since.
makes me sad: Stupid people, they walk around with normal people and most of them don't even know they're stupid.
makes me happy: Irony... it's fun!
crush: I can only have one???
into: Cars, magic, blackjack, cards
stats: 6'1", blond, hazel
sign: Aquarius
BLOGS
Well... I'm back... I think. I wasn't really gone, I just kinda made myself scarce for a time. And, had I not changed my mind within a couple weeks, I would have been... for that matter, I may end up changing my mind again, who knows.
A great deal of my life has been recently forced into change, and because of that, I felt that I had to affect some change of my own to at least maintain some semblance of control.
Having said that, this recent up-heaval has demonstrated where my loyalties should lie, and what loyalties are lain upon me. For that, I thank you, you know who you are.
In any event, life is returning to normal... or, more importantly, my perception of life is returning to normal. All I needed was some re-connecting to those that truely mean something in my life, and all of this recent drama has illuminated precisely who those people are, and how much I should appreciate them.
You know, while I was in school (grade school and Junior High, mostly), I had a very, very limited group of friends. In fact, using the term group is probably a little mis-leading. And unfortunately, even those few could be particularily un-reliable sometimes. From that, I came quite adept at not being concerned if I had any friends at all... I learned how to enjoy being by myself. And I tought myself how not to care if I was alone.
In the past little while, that's all changed. I've apparently become quite dependant on knowing that my friends are there and that they care for me in that non-judgmental, unconditional way. Even though, in some instances, I may not spend nearly as much time with them as I would like, I find even just the knowledge that they are there comforting, and warming.
Over the past little while, a lot of that has been torn away from me. And, in more than one instance, from directions that I would never have expected. I came very close to becoming that young, lonely boy in grade-school again. Going about his day mechanically,...
A great deal of my life has been recently forced into change, and because of that, I felt that I had to affect some change of my own to at least maintain some semblance of control.
Having said that, this recent up-heaval has demonstrated where my loyalties should lie, and what loyalties are lain upon me. For that, I thank you, you know who you are.
In any event, life is returning to normal... or, more importantly, my perception of life is returning to normal. All I needed was some re-connecting to those that truely mean something in my life, and all of this recent drama has illuminated precisely who those people are, and how much I should appreciate them.
You know, while I was in school (grade school and Junior High, mostly), I had a very, very limited group of friends. In fact, using the term group is probably a little mis-leading. And unfortunately, even those few could be particularily un-reliable sometimes. From that, I came quite adept at not being concerned if I had any friends at all... I learned how to enjoy being by myself. And I tought myself how not to care if I was alone.
In the past little while, that's all changed. I've apparently become quite dependant on knowing that my friends are there and that they care for me in that non-judgmental, unconditional way. Even though, in some instances, I may not spend nearly as much time with them as I would like, I find even just the knowledge that they are there comforting, and warming.
Over the past little while, a lot of that has been torn away from me. And, in more than one instance, from directions that I would never have expected. I came very close to becoming that young, lonely boy in grade-school again. Going about his day mechanically,...
I even asked LyingHostage and he said he'd be up for it too. (I just think he'd have to ask his girlie first!) 
AUGUST 2011
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