age: 31 (Jun 15, 1980)
MEMBER SINCE: June 2011
occupation: I work on machines. That's about all I can say.
i lost my virginity: I just can't seem to remember where I left it.
sign: Gemini
gets me hot: Minnesota summers Self confidence Intense eyes Smile Boobs
makes me happy: My kids My fiance' Writing Photography Camping Spending time with friends Eating good food
heroes: Christopher Hitchens The Dalai Lama
crush: My Fiance'. Because she is the most faithful, trustworthy, non-judgmental, and understanding person I have ever met. Plus she's really good looking.
body mods: Lots of tattoos, 1 inch stretched lobes. I've had almost every facial piercing but took them all out.
MARCH 2012
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This is my coping mechanism
This is my drug of choice
This is for you to see
When you won't hear my voice
This is for my fuck ups
This is for regret
This is for the memories
Which I want to forget
This is self destruction
This is me falling apart
This is for the sadness
That I carry in my heart
This is wanting help
This says "look at me!"
This is losing control
This is clarity
This is your disappointment
This is my constant shame
This is the aftermath
Of living with your blame
This is self mutilation
This is a struggle everyday
This is my addiction
That just won't go away