into: painting, aquaculture, cinema, politics, mysticism, and cuddly animals
not into: doing any one thing for too long
makes me happy: my dog, vindictive action, the noises women make when they orgasm, and winning
makes me sad: ignorance, cruelty, the notion of mortality, and when people give me a reason to be vindictive.
hobbies: I keep a lot of fish tanks, read a lot, I paint, play with toy soldiers, and I'm learning to play the accordion.
5 things i can't live without: computer, lighter, dremel, my jacket, and pants... got to have pants
vices: Some people call me proud, arrogant, vicious, and a number of other "bad" things... but frankly I think those people deserve to be taken around back and shot.
but seriously I think my biggest drawback is guilt, I'm a recovering Catholic, and all those years of repression through fear and shame aren't easy to shake. I know full well that the big lie in the sky is just that, but the psychological undertones are still in my subconscious and are still holding me back in life, but I'm getting better by the day.
My athiesm doesn't keep me from believing that there are things humanity wasn't meant to understand and meddle with, I do believe that there is a higher power, and wether that power is similar the "god" Western civilization has so arrogantly invented, a race of superintelligent platupi from halfway across the universe, or anything in between, I'm sure it's watching us and getting a kick out of all the stupid shit we do.... this entry isn't about vices anymore, but I guess being long winded with a predilection for digression would be another vice, or two if you wanted to be a dick about it.
thoughts on sg: I love it
i spend most of my free time: planning.
occupation: fish dude
current crush: she knows... I think?
stats: tall and skinny
body mods: yes.
heroes: Superman, Spiderman, my 10th grade history teacher, and my grandfather.
gets me hot: intelligence, skinny girls, scars, tattoos, and consent.
favorite position: doesn't stay the same for more than 5 mintues at a time
fantasy: I like surprises, I plot and devise everything I think of to the point where actually doing it is inevitably disappointing
sign: Sagitarius in the west, Rat in the east.
most humbling moment: I find whole scope of the universe fairly humbling, but I still want my piece of it
i lost my virginity: along with my wallet...
CIGARETTES: I have black lungs
MY DIET: Omnivore
ALCOHOL: Occasionally
MY DRUG USE: Down the hatch
I AM LOOKING FOR: whoever comes along
MY KINK FACTOR: I'll try anything once, especially if you beg for it.
MY POLITICS: SMASH THE STATE!!!
POT: I'm a total stoner
MY STATUS: single
I WANT: Booty, Friendship
MY PIGEONHOLES: Indie Rocker, Geek, Gamer
