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Hey guys... I'm gonna be taking some kind of break from SG for a while. I've got a lot of work to do to catch up on the last 4.5 years of my life that I've wasted!
Travis and I had one of the best weekends we've ever had together, but he's been asking for time and space to figure things out. Out of respect for that request, I decided to break up with him on Sunday and move out. Our plan is to still keep each other in our lives as friends for now and see where that leads us.
I will say that Travis taking the initiative like this was seriously what I needed. We've been walking around dazed and hurt in this continuous cycle of pain for a very long time. Of course we had our good times, but the reality was that we were getting worse and worse all the time, emotionally, physically and financially.
Him pulling away has made me realize everything that was wrong with me and I've never been so happy in my life. I finally know why I was miserable and dependent and while I've changed a lot already, I'm working very hard to make sure I never become that person again.
I'm not saying that Travis doesn't have some work to do and that he was in no way responsible for the decline of our relationship, but I will say this: I was the one who should have known better.
I'm hoping that he realizes that he does love me and that he gives us another chance, because I love him so much and I know that we will be amazing together.
Thanks for all your support guys.
xoxo
Brigette
Travis and I had one of the best weekends we've ever had together, but he's been asking for time and space to figure things out. Out of respect for that request, I decided to break up with him on Sunday and move out. Our plan is to still keep each other in our lives as friends for now and see where that leads us.
I will say that Travis taking the initiative like this was seriously what I needed. We've been walking around dazed and hurt in this continuous cycle of pain for a very long time. Of course we had our good times, but the reality was that we were getting worse and worse all the time, emotionally, physically and financially.
Him pulling away has made me realize everything that was wrong with me and I've never been so happy in my life. I finally know why I was miserable and dependent and while I've changed a lot already, I'm working very hard to make sure I never become that person again.
I'm not saying that Travis doesn't have some work to do and that he was in no way responsible for the decline of our relationship, but I will say this: I was the one who should have known better.
I'm hoping that he realizes that he does love me and that he gives us another chance, because I love him so much and I know that we will be amazing together.
Thanks for all your support guys.
xoxo
Brigette
JULY 2008
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