Monday Jun 08, 2009

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When do we stop thinking I'm having one of those days to... this is my life

Ahh, I wish something good would happen to me.

I have decided I want to go to uni next year, I need to get a portfolio together, ahhh!

nation:
I think once one aquires a morgage? Or your children move out of said morgage...
I'm not sure...Let me know though? *

Saturday May 09, 2009

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Thursday Apr 23, 2009

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So I am going to do stuff for me... Right.


Yeah, I am.


Oh I think I need to update this with photos and what not, just have a shit family computer for now, so will start doing stuff when I finally get my laptop and my government money... hurry up Mr Rudd/Tax office.

Monday Apr 20, 2009

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How did I fuck up something so good?
It was the best thing I ever had, and I fucked it up on a whim.
I feel so broken. So lost.
And I don't want to go back there. I want to be strong, I need to be strong.
I have lost so much
diaz:
Maybe its not totally fucked up though,
Sometimes things can be forgiven?

Friday Apr 17, 2009

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so I am going to move to sydney by the end of this yr.

and not use punctuation in this post....


things I need to do before going

save up lots of money possibly $5000

Get my RSA

Get my wisdom teeth out

Get my first Aid

probably find somewhere to live.... and a job


yeah then I am set and out of here!
diaz:
There are tons of South Africans in Sydney.
In the whole of Oz actually.
But I am sure you know this already.
Good luck with your move smile
tunala:
dude i have to get y wisdom teeth out too, it sux

Monday Mar 30, 2009

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So after saying I will never drink again, I go out last night and have 'a few quiet drinks', too bad I am a cheap drunk.
I had a good night, but gosh I tend to make the same mistakes twice.
Some mistakes are fun.
I just wish I could know what other people where thinking of intentions where....
And I wish others would get...
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Wednesday Mar 25, 2009

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So I gave away my happy ending...
Will I ever get a second chance?
Will I ever get it back? Will I ever want it back?
I don't know what I want, I know I love him, but it isn't full any more, it isn't enough... I always hate people who said love isn't enough. You can't just stop loving someone, but you can realize...
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crimsonpetals:
I used to hate the saying "sometimes love isn't enough" but I've learnt over the years that sometimes thats true. Sometimes you need to be on your own for a little while just to put things in perspective, to let the other person realise what they had, what they lost, and they'll either throw everything down the drain, or fight to get you back. You just don't know how you will feel until you give it time, as heart wrenching as it is. *hugs*
bonadea:
I have no idea how I feel any more, I know I will always love him.
I still see my future with him, I just don't see my right now.
It's alright, I will always be one up on any other girl that wants him...

Tuesday Mar 24, 2009

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Sitting at home watching entourage....
bored shitless.
My cat stinks.
I thought I had stuff to write about but for once my mind is blank. This never happens, for me to have a clear mind. I was in a bad mood at work, apparent calling an ex rugby player that he is now fat is mean.

Just got called by my sister, two guys where...
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