Theres always time right???


No there fucking isnt. Today i goto message my old friend kale, who i havnt seen for over a year to invite him to an upcoming party.
what did i get in response? "whos this" what do you mean whos this you fucker i wrote back "how did you know my brother?" i got back how did you know?????? what do you mean how did i know?
from there my dear friend kales brother explains to me that he dropped dead on the dance floor of a club on the 14th of july.. thank christ i had just parked.
all i could say back was please let your mother know that i send my deepest regrets and appologies. she was the sweetest and caring woman...every time i think of her and her loss i break into tears...
jesus christ...i just messaged him days before that happend...i was gonna ask him to come to the party then but he said he was in vegas...so i figured id ask him later and told him to have a good time.

do not take your friends for granted...ever. they might not be there tomrowow. please learn from my mistakes...its been over a year since ive seen kale-son. id talk to him every now and then on aim...but that was it...
he said he'd come by to check out my new pad sometime...but i never pushed for him coming by....he had changed so much since i had really known him...i wish i had gotten to know the man he grew up to be.
when i knew him i was his manager at a video game store...he was just a stupid kid...but he was a great kid...there was nothing normal about kale. everything he did he did in the best way he could. whether it was cleaning the store, making a display or whatever. jesus christ...his brother jut showed me that he had a myspace profile...had i known we might have seen eachother more...he was such a great guy...he was just getting his two businesses up. both of them based on his lifes personal pasions....he loved cars so he was doing a custom part store online...and the other he was just starting up his own clothing business.

Theres always time right???


No there fucking isnt. Today i goto message my old friend kale, who i havnt seen for over a year to invite him to an upcoming party.
what did i get in response? "whos this" what do you mean whos this you fucker i wrote back "how did you know my brother?" i got back how did you know?????? what do you mean how did i know?
from there my dear friend kales brother explains to me that he dropped dead on the dance floor of a club on the 14th of july.. thank christ i had just parked.
all i could say back was please let your mother know that i send my deepest regrets and appologies. she was the sweetest and caring woman...every time i think of her and her loss i break into tears...
jesus christ...i just messaged him days before that happend...i was gonna ask him to come to the party then but he said he was in vegas...so i figured id ask him later and told him to have a good time.

do not take your friends for granted...ever. they might not be there tomrowow. please learn from my mistakes...its been over a year since ive seen kale-son. id talk to him every now and then on aim...but that was it...
he said he'd come by to check out my new pad sometime...but i never pushed for him coming by....he had changed so much since i had really known him...i wish i had gotten to know the man he grew up to be.
when i knew him i was his manager at a video game store...he was just a stupid kid...but he was a great kid...there was nothing normal about kale. everything he did he did in the best way he could. whether it was cleaning the store, making a display or whatever. jesus christ...his brother jut showed me that he had a myspace profile...had i known we might have seen eachother more...he was such a great guy...he was just getting his two businesses up. both of them based on his lifes personal pasions....he loved cars so he was doing a custom part store online...and the other he was just starting up his own clothing business. his myspace proile is at www.myspace.com/flowen
take a moment to read his profile for he was a truely special and unique guy.

i dont know if i even want to hav ehis borther add me to his friends list...how much of a coward am i? i dont want to see his picture each day to remind me of how i fucked up and didnt get to see him before he died....
again please im begging you, learn from my mistakes...appreciate your friend while their still here...dont put shit off tell later. life is such a precious thing and it can be taken away in an instant.
god bless kale, i hope he's in a better place right now. this is such a loss.


bye kale, you where closest thing ive had to a brother for awhile there...ill truely miss you. ill always remember all the fucked up and good times we had together and helped each other thru.