A list of great changes in my life:
My boyfriend isn't leaving!
We just signed an apartment lease for 6 months!
My parents are letting me buy their car.
I'm getting another promotion in a week, I'm just waiting for the background check.
Got rid of some shitty friends.
Got a new laptop with a webcam!


Things are really looking up. We move at the end of this month and I'll be sure to post pictures once we get nice furniture and decorate. I'n the mean time here are some recent pictures of me. I'm letting my natural hair color come out. It's been over 3 months since I've died it.


regular everyday me:


lazy no makeup me:


goth me:


simple me:

Wining

Shit is going sour lately. I feel so trapped when I stay at “home” with my family. I’ve been planning on moving to VA in the summer with my boyfriend. Last week I got the opportunity to start tattooing. I am really thankful for it and had my first day last Wednesday. It hit me that if I want to purse this as a serious career, I need to take this opportunity and run with it. All of my plans of moving have to halt. My boyfriend, on the other hand is dead set on leaving NC in August… It stresses me out to think him and I are going to have to do the long distance thing again. After living together for 9 months It will be extremely hard. He is currently visiting his family in VA this weekend for 4 days and it’s already killing me… I know we can and will work this out I am just terrified how.

Nothing that new since I posted last.
Starting my tattoo apprenticeship tomorrow.
WHATS UP YELLER HAIRZ


WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?

Yeah I just bought myself the 6’ kindle. Merry christmas to meeee!

massive amounts of Hentai haha

Vivid dream:
It started a long the lines of the Pleasant-ville.
I was around the age of 13. I arrived at my house, which was huge and Victorian looking.
My parents greeted me and showed me to my room. Soon after a little boy came up stairs to tell me dinner was ready. As I walked down, a human like creature flew above me up into my room. I attempted to run outside but I keep going in circles on the same flight of stairs. I then realized I had to go confront what ever it was and defeat it. In what seemed 2 minutes in dream time, my room was completely transformed into a satanic ritual circle and there were human bats/vampires hanging from the ceiling. Then I woke up... Shit was so intense.

This past weekend was the most magnificent!
My boyfriend, a few of our friends, and I went to VA.
We went to the Richmond tattoo convention and I got tattooed by Ashley Love!
The next day we went on a hike up Hump back rock Mountain.



I am so deeply in love with this man!

OH HI, whats up, green hair!


Here is a taste of how my music moods change.


Sabortooth zombie - White Love


Drake - Find Your Love


Black breath - Razor to oblivion


Pharrell Williams ft. Jay-Z - Frontin'


OPERATION IVY - Healthy body


Cold World - Refuse To Lose


Usher - U Remind Me

My absolutely wonderful pal, bigttrack has put my account back on! So flippin' thankful!

A lot has been happening lately:

I am currently an employee at The Family Dollar! I worked just about 38 hours my first week and I'm only part time. FUCK! It was a total of 8 days until my first day off... It's pretty sweet though. I have Thursday off, work Friday morning, and then Saturday off so the weekend isn't so harsh. I earned my first pay check yesterday and have treated myself to a make over and band merch.


^ my new hair color (pretty much all over)


^ modern life is war poster


^ converge button


^ converge shirt

My boyfriend is officially moving here in approximately two weeks!
Life is pretty dope right now