into: Anything that steers clear of the shitstorm that is "American popular music", gadgets, old junk/antiques/medical quackery, HORROR MOVIES, skull collecting, woodcarving, building, destroying, re-building, "sexual romance", sleazy/seedy/sultry things, miniature/over-sized stuff, sleight-of-hand... being a pack rat, INTELLIGENCE.
not into: Self-entitled/self-righteous douchebags. Undeserving, ungrateful business owners. "Tough guys". "Close-talkers". Willful ignorance. People who think wealth makes them superior. Anyone with an ego bigger than their heart or brain. PEOPLE WHO OUTSTAY THEIR WELCOME. **LIP-SMACKING (I can't help it. this makes me want to kill). PEOPLE THAT DON'T KNOW WHEN TO SHUT-THE-FUCK-UP.
makes me happy: You'd be surprised. *But watching a good horror movie with a beautiful girl beats everything.
makes me sad: Dead friends, obsessive thoughts. anxiety, self-doubt, medication-induced sweating....all sweating (except sexy sweating), health/dental insurance costs, lack of empathy, the 100:1 douchebag to decent human ratio. and all the other crap that comes with having a conscience & a brain that won't stop. MOST OF ALL: THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE HURT & LOST ALONG THE WAY BECAUSE OF MY SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BULLSHIT.
hobbies: -Half-finished projects of every kind.
-Making / listening to music.
-Accumulating junk, antiques, books.
-Taking / making random photos & videos.
-Sleight-of-hand & other magic.
-Reading about strange people / places / things throughout history.
5 things i can't live without: 1-Rebecca.
2-Three lucky lighters & lucky cards
3-Lucky $1 bill & lucky knife.
4-Sanity meds.
5-Coffee & Cigarettes.
vices: -Cookies & cream ice cream.
-Coffee & cigarettes.
-The female form.
-Excessive pizza eating.
-Anything enjoyable, but bad for me.
thoughts on sg: I like it
i spend most of my free time: Watching TOO MANY movies / procrastinating / fiddling with guitars / making / building / deconstructing / rebuilding things / practicing competitive sarcasm / eating / learning card tricks (such a nerd) / reading / not sleeping enough / daydreaming
occupation: Set Construction
stats: I've been told that I'm handsome... but mostly by creepy, older gentlemen.
heroes: Ricky Jay
gets me hot: If you care, ask.
favorite position: Sitting/reclining/fetal
fantasy: A perfect balance.
sign: Scorpio
most humbling moment: -The death of my best friend.
-The suicide of a new friend.
-The near death of an old friend.
-Coming back from the dead.
i lost my virginity: To a girl that's most likely in the sex trade now... and not the "good kind" of sex trade.
ALCOHOL: Occasionally
MY KINK FACTOR: Talk dirty to me...
MY IDEA OF A GOOD TIME: Stay in and watch old movies on tv.
