age: 30 (Nov 08, 1981)

MEMBER SINCE: June 2009

occupation: Set Construction

makes me happy: You'd be surprised. *But watching a good horror movie with a beautiful girl beats everything.

stats: I've been told that I'm handsome... but mostly by creepy, older gentlemen.

i lost my virginity: To a girl that's most likely in the sex trade now... and not the "good kind" of sex trade.

fantasy: A perfect balance.

heroes: Ricky Jay

gets me hot: Self-deprecation, a dark sense of humor, chokers (the accessory), coy looks, knee-highs/thigh-highs, nice lips, nice hips, nice nips (haha sorry), obvious attraction, creativity, intelligence, pale skin, the first "encounter", tight clothes, maybe some biting/choking etc? *not in that order*

into: Anything that steers clear of the shitstorm that is "American popular music", gadgets, old junk/antiques/medical quackery, HORROR MOVIES, skull collecting, woodcarving, building, destroying, re-building, "sexual romance", sleazy/seedy/sultry things, miniature/over-sized stuff, sleight-of-hand... being a pack rat, INTELLIGENCE.

most humbling moment: -The death of my best friend. -The suicide of a new friend. -The near death of an old friend. -Coming back from the dead.

sign: Scorpio

makes me sad: Dead friends, obsessive thoughts. anxiety, self-doubt, medication-induced sweating....all sweating (except sexy sweating), health/dental insurance costs, lack of empathy, the 100:1 douchebag to decent human ratio. and all the other crap that comes with having a conscience & a brain that won't stop. MOST OF ALL: THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE HURT & LOST ALONG THE WAY BECAUSE OF MY SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BULLSHIT.