I love oh shit moments....Went out with some friends tonight that had not seen me since last year and they had the same reaction. Several months ago my ex dumped me and I was depressed for all of two days. then I said fuck it and started working out almost on a daily basis. running weight lifting eating better foods and avoiding junk. On may 1 i weighed 270 lbs. as of 15 minutes ago i weigh 220. they all were shocked at my size or lack there of and i loved it...could be why my ex started to talk to me again but getting advice from several sources including here i lost her number and it seems to have been blocked from my phone somehow...off to bed work in 4 hours...

On vaca in Fl til monday been here three days and tonight is my first night im in b4 3am. looking forward to this week here

My ex showed up at my store today and started talking to me. I haven't heard or seen her in 3 months. She told me she missed me and after she left she kept blowing up my phone to the point that it died on me. She dumped me and i moved on and now all of a sudden she misses me and wants to try again...WTF. Before anyone goes and tells me it's a dumb idea and that she is an ex for a reason i already weighed it out in my mind and it would be insanity to go back out with her...but to get to fuck her one last time and leave on my terms this time...I can't pass this opportunity by. Yes I am being a dick but she left me just after I had told my family that I was thinking of marrying her and she left me cause her mother doesn't approve of me.
Now I just got promoted doing well and in the process of getting out of New York and she just happened to come to the store and see me. She even admitted she had been asking about me through mutual friends.

So how would you proceed if you were in my shoes???

Ok my boss has to be bipolar or something. Last month he wanted to fire me. Then when someone else quit and I was the most qualified candidate he promotes me but tells me to my face he thinks I am going to fail. This morning I get a message from him on my day off that he is impressed with the work i have done and my area looks great. Now he wants me to take on more roles in my store and has been acting buddy buddy with me...WTF.

In other news going down the end of the month to Florida to finalize papers on the house down there...Can't wait to see the look on my bosses face when I tell him I am moving down there permanently in a couple months when my lease is up here in NY.

MMMM pizza and beer...Put in for a transfer at work soon I'll be moving into my new house in Florida...this is gonna be a big adventure for me

so been dating this girl for 3 months now. She tells me she won't do certain things but she lets me do whatever i want to her. The biggest problem is her mom. she doesn't like me because i'm spanish. If she only knew what we do when she is suppose to be at work. She calls out of work on wednesday and we go to my place for three hours of sex. Today she let me cum in the back door. We then took a shower together and then took her home

Its been awhile since i wrote something. Have not been in the mood to write which is bad since i write something daily. whether it's here or in my journal on this computer or in my writing tablet for the stories I write. I just have not been up to the task. My GF dumped me b/c she found out I passed up a new job in PA to stay here with her. I thought it was just gonna be for a short time. A month has gone by and i saw her for the first time tonight. We talked about how things have been going and I thought for a moment we were gonna patch things up. Then another women comes over to tell her that her friend had fun on their date friday night. turns out that she is seeing someone else now. At this point my brother calls to be picked up from work so I went to leave and she didn't even try to stop me. After I pick him up i needed to do something. for the first time in 5 years i wanted to cut my hair. it's the thing she loved the most. she always played with it. so now my shoulder length hair is short.