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I hate lake effect snow. Though I do actually enjoy shoveling snow, just not sweating in the cold from the effort. I have 50 bucks in gift cards at Border's. If it ever stops snowing, I just might use them.

I haven't really felt like writing poetry in a while instead I've been playing Demon's Souls and Star Ocean 4.

heh. seeing women in lingerie turns me on way too much. bad, Ben, bad

at work I listen to this odd woman who relates her woes... apparently for anybody in ear shot. She's bi-polar and mildly schizophrenic (hallucinations it seems, didn't ask if it included auditory) and her recent dream of killing her husband with a pitchfork out in a wheat field. I didn't really respond to that, for 2 reasons. I was still eating lunch and because I...
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Every time I read a little about the endless, or one of Gaiman's books about them. I can't help but experience euphoria followed by a rush of thoughts I can't control, go nowhere, but so profound I feel like dying. Your last thoughts should be interesting instead of wondering where you put that pencil in fifth grade. I still wonder where I put that pencil,...
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Rip, Rend, and Devour. Every successive generation brings change from the norm of the previous causing friction, distance, and even hatred. Dreams leave a bitter taste in my mouth. Typing makes my fingertips raw and bloody. Talking leaves my tongue splitting and my lips bruised. Sometimes I really detest this world and its flippancy and outright failure to match up to my childhood beliefs.

My...
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First campaign on advanced in l4d2. Totally fun and frustrating. Possibly driving/dying on the way to work tomorrow. Calling for freezing rain (possibly) with a dash of excitement!

I've been feeling relatively happy the past few days, which is abnormal for my melancholy self. I'm usually grumpy and surly, and possibly being compared to a 70 year old grouch. I am denying that last one....
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Reading an interesting book called Bowling Alone and I have to say it's a very dry academic read. If you can get past that, it delves deeply into socializing in the USA present day and past. The ways social interaction affect your life are kinda scary. It plays a deep role in academic achievement, your health, life expectancy, wealth, crime, and family life.

I wonder...
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completely DONE with christmas shopping. suck it, you people, you.

nothing is more terrifying than a clown zombie...


SQUEAK SQUEAK. IT'S COMING!

It was a good call to buy that "buy 3 get 1 free" deal for l4d2. a christmas gift everyone loves

most important advice ever.

Step away from the pool, bitch.

Laundry day. and really, who doesn't love laundry?

I finished Tokyo Vice, which was an awesome read.

shut my toe in the door, ouch.

there you go, the highlights of my day. whoopie.

I've added two new photos. I shaved off my beard, and that was annoying. Thick facial hair is tedious to shave off. My poor Mach 3 had a workout

I think I'll keep it off for a while, see how it goes over.