THE DWELLING PAIN IN MY SOUL
EATS ME DEEP AND MAKES A BLACK HOLE
MY HEART IS BROKEN SHATTERED IN A MILLION PIECES WITH NO REPAIRS IN SITE
IS THERE NO RELIEF NO ONE THERE TO HELP ME BE AT PEACE
MY HEART AND SOUL DESTROYED TOO DEEP .

INSIDE OF ME

The darkness that dwells in me causes me pain
The darkness that consumes me has eaten my soul
With all this pain i cannot take
I wish this life would hurry up and end
I am not long for this world of darkness
Where nobody cares if i make this the end.

HEART BROKEN

I wish I was strong like I used to be
Before hurt and pain weakened me
Then this wouldn't hurt so much
All I need is your gentle touch...
You know who you are and what I mean
You know that you are... a part of my dream...

WHY...

You said you loved me,
But you were going to break my heart,
You said you would love me forever,
So why are we apart?
If you really ment forever,
Than say you will try,
Cause you once said forever,
And that made me cry....

Silent Suffering

Silently screaming
Nobody hears
Falling down my cheeks
Are unseen tears
I need your help
Nobody cares
This silent suffering
Is getting to be more than I can bear
Please help me now
Get rid of my fears
Please help me now
Sort through this despair
I may as well give it up
I've got nowhere to turn from here
I'm empty inside
And nobody knows or cares
Just go away now
Whether your here doesn't matter
This silent suffering has come again
And will remain here forever.

WINDS OF DESTINY

Winds of destiny blow and blow
Take me where I'm not supposed to go
Take me far away from here
Make me forget what's close and dear
Make me forget my life, my hopes, my dreams
Make me forget how real this seems
Winds of destiny why have you forsaken me so
Why must you fill me with misery wherever I go
All I ask now is you to take me far far away
All I ask is to leave today
Because I'm tired of the tears
Everyday of the year
I cry
Sometimes not even knowing why
All because of you, destiny of mine
Thanks to you I'll never be fine
I understand it was destiny for me to suffer like this
To be ripped from what I surely miss
To suffer in silence, all alone
And to keep secrets, don't worry, they'll never be known
One the one condition that you take me home
PLEASE, winds of destiny blow and blow
Take me where I'm not supposed to go
Take me home .

MY FEAR

My fear of love someone
My fear of death
My fear of lust
My fear of runaway
fear of someone is killing me
fear is drinking and driving
fear is to love someone hard
fear is someone breaking my heart
fear is to stand around with stranger.

KILLING INNOCENCE


WHY KILL INNOCENCE?

Every-time a gun shoots
A tree looses its roots
Every time there is bloodshed
Along with it millions of tears are shed
Every time a heart is stabbed
Some1 elses life gets barren
As violence grows
Many more mothers moan
The sounds of destruction
Overpowers the voice of those
Who are innocent
Who suffer with no reason
Who beg for life
Who have heart full of innocence

So why kill innocence?
Why do so much violence?
That the child’s cry cannot be heard
When his father is killed
Why kill innocence?
Why do so much violence?
That a mother moans
Over her child’s dead remains
Why kill the innocence?
For winning any stupid battle
Which is taking lives
Of people who have wives
And mothers and children
Full of innocence

When you can keep calm
Talk things out
Do whatever you can
To keep violence out
Because there is no sin as big as
KILLING INNOCENCE…

Trust


To trust someone means you trust them with your life
To trust someone is based on your clarity of judgment
To trust is to believe that the person has you 100%
To trust
To trust
Who could you trust in your greatest moment in need?
Who will be worthy of having your trust?
Will you be able to confide your trust among certain people?

*Advice - Put your trust in a person who isn't a backstabber, liar, thief, gossiper, negative influence, pressured person. Think before you act.

Our Destiny Is In Our Own Hands


Our destiny is in our own hands some have been known to say
But circumstance in all of that must have some part to play
If you are born on no hope street and homeless in your youth
To you our destiny is in our own hands does not have a ring of truth.

Our destiny is in our own hands to some may well apply
It may apply to you and he and her as well as I
But not of course to everyone each day thousands of hunger die
Our destiny is in our own hands to the millions is a lie.

The innocents who die in war and acts of terrorism did not create their destiny
They would not wish it on themselves for to die so tragically
Their destiny was in others hands which often is the case
They just happened at the wrong time for to be in the wrong place.

That our destiny is in our own hands apply to some maybe
But ninety nine per cent of street kids will die in poverty
Due to their circumstances of birth they are condemned to fail
And some of them die of drug overdoses and some of them die in jail.