age: 33 (Oct 17, 1979)
MEMBER SINCE: April 2008
occupation: Writer
fantasy: Everything
gets me hot: Tattoos, chains, leather, nibbling ears, hair dye, lingerie, eyes, truth, passion, candlelight
body mods: Six piercings (each ear), Septum piercings, Left shoulder tattoos
makes me sad: Drinking alone, unhappy people
most humbling moment: U.S. Army
heroes: Christopher Walken, Robert Smith, Dee Dee Ramone, Johnny Ramone, Joey Ramone, Gary Oldman, Christina Ricci, Tim Burton, Kurt Cobane, Rozz Willaims, Vlad the Impaler, Gary Newman, Peter Murphy, Bettie Page, Friedrich Nietzsche, Edgar Allen Poe, James Bro
into: Leather, Lace, Bondage toys, Fantasy Art, Music, Photography, Paintings, Suspension, Tattoos, Spiritualism, Parties, Alcohol, Culture, Travel, Literature, Stained Glass, Cemeteries, Adventure, new things, Concerts, Coffee Shops, Expression, Open minded people, Festivals, Ancient Weaponry, Fetishes
makes me happy: Archery, sculpting, silver smithing, painting, sculpting, pubs, clubs, tattoos, piercings, cemeteries, anime, b-movies, bettie page, books, breathing, cooking, digital photography, forensic science, fire breathing, morbidity, chain mail, music, partying, photography, rain, travel, vodka, writing, history, reading, writing, leather work, meeting people, learning new arts, nudity, independent people
sign: Libra
crush: Christina Ricci
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Location: Denny's in Lakeland, FL
Mood: frustrated
Music: Chrome by VNV Nation
You are an animal, you are also so much more. Curious, passionate, you are change. A force of pure feeling.
Your logic, a concept. Everyone else has different opinions. We are all unique and all the same. Your desires, your wants, your needs, none of these are wrong or evil. These things are what you crave, the trick is to acquire while considering the needs of others.
Commerce for example is not necessarily evil. Yes we sometimes lose touch with ourselves by placing our concentrations on acquiring physical possessions, however this is not the fault of commerce. Commerce is nothing more than a philosophy. We have decided to lose touch with each other, commerce is just an excuse. A scapegoat to pass the blame upon.
Be a part of everything that interests you. Remember your wonder, your excitement as a child. This wonder is still there, you have just deemed it unimportant, Sacrificed a pure unity with life, the unknown.
I do not ask you to forsake commerce, to quit your jobs or careers. Only that to desire your inner desires is a slow torturous death, a deep disconnected darkness. Fight for your life, claw out of this darkness, this self inflicted misery. Dance under the stars, in the rain. Experience, truly experience life. Do not ever be content to just sit there and watch the world, join it, be a part of it.