Hmmm so I didn't update from last Friday, but there was more drinking and sex involved.

Right now Ryan is in Wisconsin, helping a friend (who happens to be a girl) with a fashion show... I'm not sure how I feel about it... I don't think of Ryan as someone who would cheat just to get back at me, at all. But because I'm so insecure about our relationship right now, I can't rule anything out.

He's been texting me a bit since he left, so that makes me feel better.

Also, in about 5 days my account expires again. Don't know if I'll be back. I am currently soooo broke.

Hmmm so I didn't update from last Friday, but there was more drinking and sex involved.

Right now Ryan is in Wisconsin, helping a friend (who happens to be a girl) with a fashion show... I'm not sure how I feel about it... I don't think of Ryan as someone who would cheat just to get back at me, at all. But because I'm so insecure about our relationship right now, I can't rule anything out.

He's been texting me a bit since he left, so that makes me feel better.

Also, in about 5 days my account expires again. Don't know if I'll be back. I am currently soooo broke.