so, sadly, i made another video! this one is the real deal now bitches
editing, music, special effects. i am truly crazy.
also, i'm willing to answer any and all questions about my fucked up "outfit", if you've got em (and i'm sure you've got em)


[VIDEO][/VIDEO]

-ape

i made a video.
if you don't laugh at my stupid ass, i will get very embarrassed and cry for days.
this is the real me in video form, not too many people see this side of me...i hope you enjoy

[VIDEO][/VIDEO]

-ape

hello again!
i think i finally have enough time to update with pictures like i use to! i had pictures on my damn camera since...shit, february! so, i'm putting shit up that was takin at that peta event on valentines day!
see, thats how damn busy i've been. plus, i'm trying to put together a video for SG. well, not really SG, its more for me and the SG community. give me a couple weeks though, cause i need to find the time
so, ok, with each photo, ill do a little mini catch-up

a week before the Peta event, i did my own extensions and ally helped. i just added some pink (remember, v-day) to the side of my hair.


with one of my favorites, the lovely Sawa

with some gogo dancers


ok, this is one of many moving days. the reason we had many is because my car is too small and we needed our friends amy and yasu's help (they have a van)

amy put a marker down my crack...see, a big help

my bathroom (with a full tub!)

shawn pooped in our kitchen sink!



our first dinner in the new place! (not our first night staying there though)
we had Real Food Daily!


my sweet built-in spice rack! (i was laughing because i have dill weed!)


ally also helped us move!




i love my kitchen most of all! (its pink themed)

i was making my famous walnut, choco-chip cookies!


god damn how i miss Giannas (thats vegan son!)




cutest thing ever!


glamour?


we make awesome food:


oh, she is so fuckin cute!


i figured out how to use the monitor camera!


well, that's pretty much all i have that's new, so i hope it holds you for a while!

and like i said earlier, watch out for new and exciting videos from your's truely

-ape

wow! its been a fucking long time, huh!?!
ok, this is why.
shawn and i moved into a new place on our own 2 months ago! we are so happy!
the boys don't live too far away, so we still get together
anyway, we finally got our cable and internet today!

i finally sold Dusty, my beloved '62 Buick Skylark from my previous post
it needed to happen tough, so its a relief now.

i've also had some personal family issues. everything is ok now, but we definitely had a scare.

i've also been busy with work as usual, and i've been getting a lot more clients!

i recently shot with an amazing photographer, Tamar Lavine. it wasn't for SG, cause lets face it, they don't want anything i shoot. this was for us, and 2 of the photos were actually in a gallery show that she did! it was fucking exciting and i was very proud of her!

i'm gonna pick my fav's and post em here later.

i hope all is well with y'all, and thanks for all the kind words as always.

-ape

so, my Peta2 photo went up today! check her out!


mini update:
Got robbed, got sick, rocked a show, lost my voice...


so, yeah, we got robbed. fucker came in through our bedroom window, while bob was home sick, and ally was taking one of her cat naps.

he stole my fuckin Nikon 5700, with the memory card full of photos, our Ipod charger, $10...and my security.

i know that it could have been a lot worse, thankfully bob and ally were not harmed, although, ally was pretty freaked out.



i may have bronchitis...my lungs are heavy and filled with nasty stuff. i'll call the doc tomorrow.

my throat and chest were so sore yesterday. normally i wouldnt have cared, but Under Ragehad a fuckin show! i actually didnt think i would be able to scream, but we fuckin rocked it! i know we broke up a year and a half ago, but what the fans want, the fans get!

also, it was the first sighting of Goliathan! it was the first time i played bass as well! i have to say, i did pretty good actaully, we fuckin rocked with that band too!

we played in the rain and that prolly made me a bit more sick...fuck it.



so, now i cant really talk, and my lungs feel a bit worse, but i have to say, it was completely worth it!

also, since my beautiful '62 buick skylark is basically fucked, i had to get another car, while i figure out what to do with that one. so, i got an '86 VW Golf. its ugly but cute...i like her.
so, speaking of the buick, if anyone would like to buy her, send me a massage and we'll talk about prices. thanks.
and just to refresh your mems, heres a pics:


well, gotta get in the shower and head to work. have a great day, and don't forget to leave that love for Peta2

-ape

hellp again!
i guess i wasnt feeling myself in my last post...lots of shit going on.
i must say, i do feel a lot better!
there is still some drama that i'm dealing with, but i cant let it bring me down.

so, i hope everyone is doing well
i wanted to share something very special with y'all.

so, lastnight was the unveiling of the Suicidegirls and Peta2 "I'd Rather go Naked Than Wear Fur" and "Ink Not Mink" ad campaigns, and i was lucky enough to be a part of it all!
my photo will be released on February 27th on Peta2's myspace page. so, if you want to see me and about 44 other girls, please add Peta and check out the photos.
for now, there is a video that you can check out, so, here it is, enjoy!!!



also, here is just a little photo update, cause, you know...its what i do

i went to the opening of the star trek experience thingy...oh, and also, if you know anyone in long beach, i need a copy of long beach magazine, cause im in it this month!!! help a bitch out




-ape

im not in such a good mood...just wanted to let y'all know, i am ok. i know its been a while, but i am ok. thanks.

-ape

i just got home from a hair show.
it wasnt too great.
the last one i went to was very inspiring...this one, not so much.

i put up xmas lights and my fiber optic christmas village! i love xmas decorations! i think we're going to get our tree next weekend. can't wait!
my sister is coming in a few weeks! yay!

i've been getting more extension clients lately, so ya know i'm happy about that. i'd have pictures up, but my damn computer has absolutely no memory so, we really need to remedy that.

oh, here read my friends interview with josh homme of queens of the stone age. i took the header photo! see, i love xmas! i told you!

ok, enough with these !!!!! i'm using way too many.

oh, and i really cant wait to see sweeney todd. its gonna be great! < here i go again...

ok. thats all i got for now. thanks for stopping by.

-ape

so, finally some recognition for my Flashdance set!
i won that Rigel's Hopefuls pick of the day...so, yeah...thanks.

also, just a reminder, november is almost gone, so before it is, if you haven't already, please vote for my hair extensions! i'm in second place, so help me out and spread the word, thanks!

last night we saw no country for old men, and holy goodness...it was great! it really brought me back to the cohen bros movies that made me fall in love with them...so go see it! its great.

hmm...oh, so i know its not quite thanksgiving yet, but im about to start on my baked goods, which include my amazing brownies, corn muffins and for the first time, i will be attempting to bake a vegan pumpkin pie...so, wish me luck on that one. oh, and we'll be 9 people this year (at least) thats the most i've ever cooked for, and i cant wait! i never really care for thanksgiving, but i have such a great bunch of friends/family, it just makes me so happy that we'll all be together!

oh, and to update y'all who have been following my cyst issues...i feel that it has grown, there is constant pain, and pressure (not so much that i can't function, but enough that i am constantly aware of it) i'll know for sure monday if i'll need the surgery. the only good thing about the surgery...my mommy will come here to take care of me!!! that makes me very happy!
oh, and also, my younger sister is coming for xmas!!!
oh, and today at target, i saw a pink fucking tree!!! pink!!! i've wanted one for sooo long, but they are crazy exspensive, but this one is only $25!!! i may ask shawn to get it for me

ok, i'm off to cook and clean...grrr, i hate the cleaning part.
and i will leave you as i always do...
PICTURES!!!
shawn's teaching me bass for another band!!!


apperently it makes me tired:

my friend did my mak-up one day for fun!


when shawn and i went home in august:

my little, older sister:

at my favorite place to eat in cape may:

on the promenade in cape may:



thanks for tuning in as always!

-ape