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feeling very dispicable and loving it, with what i did today. AND IT OCCURRED AT A GAME STORE OF ALL PLACES. got me a brand new ps3 with controller and batman arkham city brand new for only 200$. muhahaha im so evil

back from the hospital after cheating death with a pulmonary embolism on my last chemo cycle. how appropriate that i arose from this on fri the 13th! This last cycle of chemo was no joke.it took alot out of me,bringing me to what death would probaby feel like if it came slow enough.and jus waits to watch me squirm.a dr in icu told me,id nvr...
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im dreading going to this damn hospital again! i never thought as an EMT i would get sick of hospitals,but i think i am. its not a bad hospital,its the best cancer hospital in NYC MEMORIAL SLOAN CANCER CENTER. anyways,people from work (the fire dept ) dont really visit me anymore.so i could use some company if you have time.if not i understand,and dont forget...
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ok im officially bored to death now! someone save me. shock me back to life !

I dont kno if checkers put cocaine in the spicy chicken sandwich or my appetite is coming back ,but damn it was good.jus had 2

wow,this fucking clinical trial high dosage chemo is no joke.here i thought i was gonna breeze through it like it did the first and second cycle. but damn. i have to take a step back and watch myself. im round that time where i get my energy back,a good majority at least. i really miss work, i miss going out to bars and clubs and...
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so im out of the hospital after my second set of chemo and ofcourse i had to cheer myself up with watching SUICIDE GIRLS MUST AND SUICIDE GIRLS GUIDE TO LIVING. ahh how watching beautifully tatooed women with an artistic twist have fun doing stuff they love. the chemotherapy is starting to affect me more esp now that i hear ringing in my ears from...
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so its deff been a while since i posted here. still thinking of all you beautiful suicide girls and when ill see you all next. this past month i found out i have cancer,it was a real shock to me esp cuz im super young at the age of 23. but yea im doing aggressive chemotherapy with this new clinical trial as a primary treatment.it...
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o yea, its confirmed! still the best kisser and most irresistable kisses. i never disappoint. anyone care to tempt me to make them a believer?? i dont bite unless you want me to

so i wont be cliche and be thankful for the nonsense that isnt important to me. i want to thank my 2 best friends who have always been there for me through thick and thin and never yelled at me like asshole parents. . Thank you Linkin Park for giving me strength and perseverance in my time of need. and Marilyn Manson for always reminding...
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jus got back from a manicure and pedicure(dont laugh),and boy do those asian women have some strong hands. i love going for the leg massages, its so relaxing. perfect thing to have done before some martial arts.its no wonder why you women spend soo much time pampering yourself.