I've resolved that this is gonna be my last depressed blog for a while.. First week back mental exhaustion and i feel like i want to cry now.. Tired and fed up and wish i could make the changes in my life im going to have to this year.. If im going to move forward that is....

Anyway.. "Im giving you a head start, you're going to need it.. Cos i fight like a girl.'

Music on.. Whilst blog writing on the tram.

I ramble on.. Not to anyone in particular ... It relieves the isolation and i find it cathartic.

Anyway.. Been thinking about why i love Alice in wondeland so much. (not the Tim Burton one which was visually superb.. But lacked so much.. Depth.) I guess its the exploration of fantasy and imagination. Painting the roses red... It's something i wish i could do... Anyway Sg land I'll leave this blog with a picture of the last tattoo i got finished last year.. Dawnii at PLT. Birmingham UK its her interpretation of the white queen