
age: 29 (Mar 11, 1983)
MEMBER SINCE: June 2005
occupation: army guy with no job
crush: no ones been worth my time yet
into: holes and caves.... doors .....
most humbling moment: when i freakin finished AIT and realized I DID IT!!! HAHAHA!!!!
fantasy: is every second of my reality so i guess im good to go.
gets me hot: fire, and friction.... heat in general really
makes me happy: you talking to me with intense interest
sign: pisces
i lost my virginity: and its almost like i have it again because its been so long! HAHAH god im so fucking funny!
stats: lev 2 , 210 hp, 10 mp
makes me sad: you thinkin you shouldent bother talking to me which basically means your a little bitch with a small mind who probably prefers a dude who beats you over a person like me who would beat that dude.
I was in cross country from middle school till my sophmore year in high school. I was never very good, i always gave up because it hurt to run 3 miles and stuff up hills etc etc. Basically i was 2nd worst if not the worst male runner on our team, but i knew i was kidding myself on just being that.
One day sophmore year, i just decided that since im such a great runner im going to run as well as the best runner on our team (who ran 5 min miles) even though for years everyone never expected me to be capable of such a thing based on what they SAW.
This pissed me off since everyone laughed at me and said i wasnt good at running just becuase of what they fuckin saw, so one day i ran like a maniac at one of our meets and came 15-25 seconds behind the 2nd best runner on our team (5:30-6 min mile)
For the next couple of races and practices i was always right behind him. Could never quite keep up because the lazyness still kicked in but for the most part always right behind him.
The only reason i stopped.... was because i gave up... but heres how i gave up.
One day during practice i took the hard road with the cross country teacher and the three top runners. They told me not to come with them as if i was going to slow them down even though i felt like i could run all day, they FORCED ME (including the teacher) not to follow them and to take the easy way with the others back home.
As soon as i got on the sidewalk to the easy path back, i walked all the way back and said "fuck this" because i let them break me. I let their lack of confidence in me and their self centered "dont spoil OUR training by slowing us down" bullshit effect me even though i was doing a good job, instead of it firing me up to beat them it burnt me out and made me give cross country the finger.
After that i came in 2nd to last male runner just like i always did.
The end.
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