amarante

Today I went to court for the man who was my husbands and I best friend, and in the end, set us up and got him killed. He was facing 4 life sentences, and the let him of with a FUCKING Plea of only 10 years. I feel like the world just ended, and my life will no longer matter. The one who did this...
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Night closes in and envelopes me
Sealing its deal with the deadliest kiss.
Tonight I wait for the coldest of touches,
Oh how I'm so ready to live for this.

You approach me from deep shadows,
So beautiful that my veins are ripping,
With your dark black eyes and chalky pale skin,
One look at you and I am slipping.

Silently you hold me against...
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My second greatest fear
Being replaced like a doll
Realized twice in my life

Once understandable
Twice unforgiveable
Thrice will never happen

My greatest fear by far
Losing control of myself
Realized only once

One time is all it took
He lain there bloody and beaten
All by my own hand

Too close to time two am I
I can't stand it
Stay away don't...
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My soul set to fire, my spirit is a blaze...
my tears yet keep me crying... it's counting down the days...
I'm different than the rest, Dark and mysterious too...
living with my life always without you...
living a life of passion, yet living in a life of dread...
my fire that kept me burning... has smoldered me to dead...
flames that had always flew,...
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Everyday I wake up finding my self doing the usual routine. Pop a couple pills, smoke a joint, shower, dress, then finally begin the day. For a whole year now, and then add an extra month, my whole life has just seemed to stand still. And I find my self saying that alot now. Just standing still. I try to motivate myself, even tell myself...
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Have you ever noticed how life is just shit???? I mean, you get everything going good with yourself, your life is just how it should be. Have the perfect house, the perfect husband, the perfect life. Life is just good. Then in the matter of 2min, everything is gone. How do you surive watching the only person in life that really matters to you die?...
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Hello Suicidegirls!!!!!!!!!!PhatBitch here and here I will stay. 22yrs old, thick and beatiful. Got six percings and nine tattoos. Working on the rest. I love trying new things, and many things I already do. Big Sand Dunes freak. If you've never been to Silver Lake Sand Dunes, your missing out big time....the rush you get flying over the top of the sand, going over hills...
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