Hey all,

Hate to dissapoint, but I am not going to continue with SG.
This is something that I thought about for months, but I've made my decision.
Its not that I'm uncomfortable with getting naked for the whole world to see, because I'm not at all.
If anything, over the past few months, I've actually gotten a lot more comfortable in my own skin than I was before.

I went through some shit this past winter that made me have to sit down and think about everything in my life. I went through a really ugly breakup. I lost my job and my car and got into a lot of debt. I went through some mental, emotional, and physical issues that I really had to address before they probably would have killed me. I had to pick up a lot of pieces and glue them back together. I had to rearrange my priorities and get my shit together. But I made it out stronger than I think I was before. I'm doing amazing right now. Life really has come around for me. I have this amazing job that pays really well and I love going to it every day. I got back together with my high school sweetheart after being broken up for a year and a half, and now we're engaged and getting married later this year or early next. Al my other relationships with family, friends, coworkers, its all better than ever. I learned how to appreciate everything I have and whats around me, even more.

So, the reason I will not be continuing, is because one, I dont really have the spare time to set up a photo shoot or find a good photographer who can shoot a good enough set to get me past being a hopeful. Second, I hella work this corporate job now where, I hate to say this, but if anyone at that job saw me on this site, I could run the risk of getting fired, and I really dont want that to happen. Third, my family has no idea that I was pursuing this, and I dont want to be dishonest with them anymore, additionally I am getting married and although my future husband is actually somewhat supportive of me doing SG(he likes to show me off,...

Hey all,

Hate to dissapoint, but I am not going to continue with SG.
This is something that I thought about for months, but I've made my decision.
Its not that I'm uncomfortable with getting naked for the whole world to see, because I'm not at all.
If anything, over the past few months, I've actually gotten a lot more comfortable in my own skin than I was before.

I went through some shit this past winter that made me have to sit down and think about everything in my life. I went through a really ugly breakup. I lost my job and my car and got into a lot of debt. I went through some mental, emotional, and physical issues that I really had to address before they probably would have killed me. I had to pick up a lot of pieces and glue them back together. I had to rearrange my priorities and get my shit together. But I made it out stronger than I think I was before. I'm doing amazing right now. Life really has come around for me. I have this amazing job that pays really well and I love going to it every day. I got back together with my high school sweetheart after being broken up for a year and a half, and now we're engaged and getting married later this year or early next. Al my other relationships with family, friends, coworkers, its all better than ever. I learned how to appreciate everything I have and whats around me, even more.

So, the reason I will not be continuing, is because one, I dont really have the spare time to set up a photo shoot or find a good photographer who can shoot a good enough set to get me past being a hopeful. Second, I hella work this corporate job now where, I hate to say this, but if anyone at that job saw me on this site, I could run the risk of getting fired, and I really dont want that to happen. Third, my family has no idea that I was pursuing this, and I dont want to be dishonest with them anymore, additionally I am getting married and although my future husband is actually somewhat supportive of me doing SG(he likes to show me off, HAHA), I still dont feel right doing it. So those are my 3 reasons.

I still think that this site is awesome and self-empowering for the girls who do make it on here and pursue it. But honestly I never saw myself making it on here. How many more photo shoots would I have had to submit to finally get paid? 1, 5, 20? It just didnt seem fair that paying members were looking at my pics and I wasnt getting a cut but SG was. Oh well. There are hundreds of other more beautiful girls who are hopefuls as well on this site and I really do wish the best of luck to them.

And I really appreciate all the positive comments, messages, and support, that I recieved from members as well as hopefuls and SG's themselves on this site. Some of you are just too sweet, thank you for all of it.

So with that, no more new sets or pics from me... but maybe I'll change my mind someday.


xoxoxoxoxo- Ali.