mental shock disturbed thoughts rotting
long lasting reaction make it stop stir up the
pot taking away means nothing
Ex-Fucking-Hausted after working all day today, gotta get up around 5:45 AM tomorrow & do it again. Sounds like fun. -_O I'm all awkward & shaky today, don't know why. Worked myself too hard, stressed out over you-know-who, paranoid, too many cigarettes... I don't know. I wish I had someone to talk to about it though. That would be nice. Oh well... The only person I would like to talk to about it is currently with my replacement...
SO anyway this whole money thing will be nice, although this job is NOT what I wanted, it will fill the time nicely until something else comes up. I like it when I see people I know and they just do the whole knowing-stare-but-not-going-to-nod-or-say-anything bit.. that makes me all warm n' fuzzy inside. ^.^ Not like I'm extra special to talk to. Talked to Amanda today, that was pretty cool. She's a nice girl, her bf gave me gummi bears and that rocked. To bed @ 9:30 tonight. Must... sleep... resist... laptop... urge...
killing game awaken eyes sewn wearing glasses dripping tapping at the temple
door locked inside scream inner scraping tooth and nail nowhere to go quiet
retraces forcing light tears then pretend nothing blinds minds closed in
long lasting reaction make it stop stir up the
pot taking away means nothing
Ex-Fucking-Hausted after working all day today, gotta get up around 5:45 AM tomorrow & do it again. Sounds like fun. -_O I'm all awkward & shaky today, don't know why. Worked myself too hard, stressed out over you-know-who, paranoid, too many cigarettes... I don't know. I wish I had someone to talk to about it though. That would be nice. Oh well... The only person I would like to talk to about it is currently with my replacement...
SO anyway this whole money thing will be nice, although this job is NOT what I wanted, it will fill the time nicely until something else comes up. I like it when I see people I know and they just do the whole knowing-stare-but-not-going-to-nod-or-say-anything bit.. that makes me all warm n' fuzzy inside. ^.^ Not like I'm extra special to talk to. Talked to Amanda today, that was pretty cool. She's a nice girl, her bf gave me gummi bears and that rocked. To bed @ 9:30 tonight. Must... sleep... resist... laptop... urge...
killing game awaken eyes sewn wearing glasses dripping tapping at the temple
door locked inside scream inner scraping tooth and nail nowhere to go quiet
retraces forcing light tears then pretend nothing blinds minds closed in