Its been so long since I've been here, some one most have missed me enough to buy me back in. Well I'll get started on adding some updated pictures. And thank you to whoever updated my account!

new pictures which is way over due because i dont put very many up and most of them are out of date but these were taken yesterday maybe they can give you a little update of whats goin down

this is me at work... (the sleep inn & suites hotel)

this is my mean face!

this is how much i love trees lol

and this is the girl that i plan on spending the rest of my life with

these are some lyrics i just threw together, let me know what you think

VERSE:
this is where we die with you in his arm instead of mine
our idea of permanence fades away with each passing day
i'll get by if i stop wasting my time
i'll learn to smile if i can finish this dime

REFRAIN:
where were you when my love went to hell, swallow me whole with a big glass milk
look through the glass and turn up the heat, let me down easy, leave me in peace

CHORUS:
SHOUT IT OUT LOUD
DONT BE SCARED TO BE PROUD
LEAVE ME ALONE
AND I'LL LEAVE MY FEET ON THE GROUND

VERSE:
why must i be selfish and hate myself for it
if only i could slide your name inside my chorus
this green monster wont leave me alone
inside my head he sleeps as if he we're my clone
and all that i ask is,

Refrain:

Chorus:

HOOK:
I'll grow up and be the man you need just leave me alone and let me fight my own greed
you'll see who i am and wont like what it is if you come home and your not mine but his

Chorus:x2

Refrain:

Chorus:

i don't know why i post things here and then don't update anything for the longest time... i think i should just stop talking about the females i get evolved with cause they don't seem to last very long... but I've finally held a job longer than 7months which is good and i start college in January so i guess I'm on the right track but it doesn't really feel like its the track i want to be on... don't get me wrong i wanna go to school and my job rocks but i don't know where either are going to take me... I'm not even sure where it is i want to go with it all but hopefully I'll just figure that out as i go along...

here is a little update on the current situation, i left work and went straight to mandy's dying with anticipation the whole way. we had a little to drink and watched Rest Stop which is only worth watching if you like to yell at the tv because the man character is the stupidest girl i have ever seen. then we went to sleep, and it was so nice to wake up to such a pretty face but then i left her house and spent 4 hours at my mothers church, i dont remember a damn thing that was said the whole time cause i was daydreaming about her which made it a much better experiance...

when i leave, my friend curtis calls and wants to know what i did the night before and i knew he knew so i told him everything, which was the plan alll along, then work, oh i am on the phone with her now so i will finish later

MMkay well yesterday was fun, my friend curtis accidently brought the girl he likes (mandy) to visit me at work and to hang out at my house after and have a few drinks... she is a fox and i can't help it if she pays him no mind and is all over me behind his back... i know it sounds fucked up but you have to take into consideration that he has had his fair share of lets fuck adam over moments, but finnaly i get the girl, and we seem to share alot of the same intrests, we'll se how it goes

i finaly got rid of myspace, that thing cause's so much drama and i think this will be my new addiction, considering that these people share my intrestes more than everyone on myspace.

Anyway's i hope to join the SGDC group and i think the only way is to go to the event in Havre De Grace which is quite a ways away but should be well worth it.

keep an eye out cause i'll be on here much more often, and i should be, i'm paying to be a memeber of this place, why shouldn't i be here as much as possible

and i almost forgot, i cut my hair and its not black anymore

i have a job but still missing my car. cant wait to see her again.

i want to go to school but the Veterans administration is quite a bitch to deal with but i'll take care of them lol j/k
but i'm seriously considering moving to sweden, i think it sounds like a great idea what do you think, i mean come on they do have the most attractive women the world has to offer

so yeah lifes good... i finaly turned 21 but i still dont have a job and i miss my car... it wont be to long till we are reunited...

ok... so north carolina aint as great as it was when i was 6... its good to be home but this place is getting old, but oh welll its all good now, just got to find a job