ugggh life. well my new years was kinda lame. another failed attempt at having a relationship with a NORMAL person muahaha sometimes i feel... am i to complex? what am i doing wrong? i know i am a great catch but i just keep getting dealt bad cards. do people get tired of this process and just succumb to being bar bitches? i dunno.
thats just my little release. i also feel like sometimes i have no friends. all the ppl i used to hang around with were junkie lifers. then i severed all ties with those people and burned my bridges to better myself and not be in that environment anymore. now i just feel alone. but i know i am doing the right thing and i am bettering my health and my mind to be a healthier greater person... and maybe someday people will seem to understand that and cut me some slack. ~

ugggh life. well my new years was kinda lame. another failed attempt at having a relationship with a NORMAL person muahaha sometimes i feel... am i to complex? what am i doing wrong? i know i am a great catch but i just keep getting dealt bad cards. do people get tired of this process and just succumb to being bar bitches? i dunno.
thats just my little release. i also feel like sometimes i have no friends. all the ppl i used to hang around with were junkie lifers. then i severed all ties with those people and burned my bridges to better myself and not be in that environment anymore. now i just feel alone. but i know i am doing the right thing and i am bettering my health and my mind to be a healthier greater person... and maybe someday people will seem to understand that and cut me some slack. ~