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((Yawn, Yawn)) Yep, another $250 down the shitter! This morning I entered yet another poker tournament at the HUSTLER CASINO here in town, only to be "crushed" by this amateur "bastard" who just happenned to get lucky..

Yeah I know that is sounds like I'm a SORE LOSER... But WTF... Okay, so I am! I was tempted to wait for him outside the casino this evening and BEAT THE HOLY SHIT outta that guy - but the "calmer" side prevailed within me.. Not to mention there were a lot of COPS out there as well...

I don't gang, I seem to win MORE when I'm high<---

That's NOT an excuse either, but rather the truth! I can't just "blaze one" up in the club also, they'll toss my "beautiful" BLACK ASS outta there faster than COPS to a DONUT SALE!!! Aw shit.... I'm just BITCHING because I was there for 17 hours and came in 5th!! But the GOOD SIDE of this whole thing was that I did win $1250.00..

I was shooting for the $46,000 - but just didn't quite make it! Next time I promise I will.....! 'Cause I'll smoke one in my car before I go in! Nite all!