age: 41 (Aug 07, 1970)
MEMBER SINCE: January 2004
occupation: super genius
sign: Spay or Neuter your Best Friend
body mods: Tattoos
stats: are meaningless
fantasy: Finding joy in my spastic colon.
into: over, under and around...
most humbling moment: Standing in Dachau
gets me hot: jabeneros
i lost my virginity: but found it's rotting corpse in the weeds 2 weeks later...
makes me happy: my dog (especially when I walk in the door).
crush: Jesse Sykes
BLOGS
I went and saw Iron & Wine(Sam Beam) on Sunday...reaffirming my belief that he is, in fact, one of the best song writers out there today. I also saw girl #1 (from my previous post). It was the first time I had seen out with her friends, and things went well. Although, I did leave feeling that something was "off". I chalked it up to her being in front of her friends with me for the first time, and not wanting to really let her guard down in this situation. I think I was right, because we've talked since then and should see eachother this weekend.
Leading me back to girl #2, where things have suddenly gone awry. I talked to her on Saturday, and that was because she had apologized for missing my call on Friday. The rest of my weekend was shot to hell, but I said I'd call her next week. I'm nothing if not reliable about this sort of thing and I called her on Monday...and left a message. Nothing. Today I find out she's no longer with the company that comes to our office - ??? what? I have no idea what's happened between Saturday and today but it's just flat out odd. I called her again tonight and said I hope she's ok, and to call me if can - but I'm not holding my breath. I know she wouldn't quit her job because of me, but I have no flippin' clue what happened! I'm more concerned about her well being than anything else at this point...
Nothing else to say, so I'll leave you with the lyrics from one of my favorite Iron & Wine songs..
Love and Some Verses
Love is a dress that you made
Long to hide your knees
Love to say this to your face
I love you only
For your days and excitement
What will you keep for to wear?
Someday drawing you different
May I be weaved in your hair
Love and some verses you hear
Say what you can say
Love to say this in your ear
I'll love you that way
From your changing contentment
What will you choose for to share?
Someday drawing you different
May...
Leading me back to girl #2, where things have suddenly gone awry. I talked to her on Saturday, and that was because she had apologized for missing my call on Friday. The rest of my weekend was shot to hell, but I said I'd call her next week. I'm nothing if not reliable about this sort of thing and I called her on Monday...and left a message. Nothing. Today I find out she's no longer with the company that comes to our office - ??? what? I have no idea what's happened between Saturday and today but it's just flat out odd. I called her again tonight and said I hope she's ok, and to call me if can - but I'm not holding my breath. I know she wouldn't quit her job because of me, but I have no flippin' clue what happened! I'm more concerned about her well being than anything else at this point...
Nothing else to say, so I'll leave you with the lyrics from one of my favorite Iron & Wine songs..
Love and Some Verses
Love is a dress that you made
Long to hide your knees
Love to say this to your face
I love you only
For your days and excitement
What will you keep for to wear?
Someday drawing you different
May I be weaved in your hair
Love and some verses you hear
Say what you can say
Love to say this in your ear
I'll love you that way
From your changing contentment
What will you choose for to share?
Someday drawing you different
May...
JULY 2010
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