well I have a job interview today! wish me luck! its for a receptionist position @ a massage parlour...
yay
have a good day!
yay
have a good day!
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today sucks balls
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theblacknurse:
i also forgot:
who did you help failed?? did you laugh like the vengeful wench you are?? MUAHAHAHA!!!!
i loved the last ep of jamies kitchen.... i want to marry him... and hes only 27!!! I want to punch that kerryanne first for having a fag when jamie needed her in the fookin kitchen tho.. bloody tart. How could anyone do that to jamie.... god i'd get on my haunches and lick his kitchen floor if he asked me too. *CONVERT*
Anyways, I will leave you with a name to ponder:
*yasmin le bon
thank you
who did you help failed?? did you laugh like the vengeful wench you are?? MUAHAHAHA!!!!
i loved the last ep of jamies kitchen.... i want to marry him... and hes only 27!!! I want to punch that kerryanne first for having a fag when jamie needed her in the fookin kitchen tho.. bloody tart. How could anyone do that to jamie.... god i'd get on my haunches and lick his kitchen floor if he asked me too. *CONVERT*
Anyways, I will leave you with a name to ponder:
*yasmin le bon
thank you
freyja__:
i'll suck your balls, baby.
good morning....
weird situations this morning.....
I bolt out of bed to the smell of plastic burning... .I run around the house like a mad woman to findthe source of it thinking adrian had left something on this morning....satisfied after 10 minutes nothings on fire inside my apartment I close all the windows... it must be coming from outside... butgood morning carla!!! what a way...
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weird situations this morning.....
I bolt out of bed to the smell of plastic burning... .I run around the house like a mad woman to findthe source of it thinking adrian had left something on this morning....satisfied after 10 minutes nothings on fire inside my apartment I close all the windows... it must be coming from outside... butgood morning carla!!! what a way...
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freyja__:
horray for no ciggies!!!
i love ya lots, miss thang.
hope you're smiling.
i love ya lots, miss thang.
hope you're smiling.
reptar:
Geminis are the crappest cars ever 
I think that aliens have been abducting you putting cigarette burns in stuff to fuck with yr head. They did it to me once, put a burn in my favorite jumper.
What's it say about me in the birthday book?
I think that aliens have been abducting you putting cigarette burns in stuff to fuck with yr head. They did it to me once, put a burn in my favorite jumper.
What's it say about me in the birthday book?
well I'm off to make vege stir fry
yum
yum
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venal_polish:
man dyking hate?! ha...i meant M.H.D
theblacknurse:
PMASTAS!!!!!!!!!!!
(how do I make this really big? lol just want to scare you)
doodles I have been reading your posts lately, it made me sad
but I think you're right - its possibly a lot to do with your mums health/own mental state... also if shes going thru menopause - it does evil, evil things. God....
Honestly, i think its more about HER than it is YOU... but you know that, you have your confidence which is worth more than you know (cos I know, being an unconfident person). Dont change.
*hugs* xoxoxoxoxoxo
PS. I had a dream last night that I was forced to take Dicky to my high school formal (I didnt in IRL btw, just need to get that straight), and his sister and his freak braces wearing mother had to come too. It was SUCH a fucking nightmare... I was cringing in my sleep, and I remember saying to my mum (in the dream) "EVERYONE WILL MAKE FUN OF ME FOR BEING SEEN WITH HIM!!!!" LMAO.... oh god I cringe now.
(how do I make this really big? lol just want to scare you)
doodles I have been reading your posts lately, it made me sad
but I think you're right - its possibly a lot to do with your mums health/own mental state... also if shes going thru menopause - it does evil, evil things. God....
Honestly, i think its more about HER than it is YOU... but you know that, you have your confidence which is worth more than you know (cos I know, being an unconfident person). Dont change.
*hugs* xoxoxoxoxoxo
PS. I had a dream last night that I was forced to take Dicky to my high school formal (I didnt in IRL btw, just need to get that straight), and his sister and his freak braces wearing mother had to come too. It was SUCH a fucking nightmare... I was cringing in my sleep, and I remember saying to my mum (in the dream) "EVERYONE WILL MAKE FUN OF ME FOR BEING SEEN WITH HIM!!!!" LMAO.... oh god I cringe now.
An excerpt of what happened yesterday posted on satanikafs journal..."yeah she rang me first thing in the morning to surprise me with tickets to the lion king which I've been dying to go to.....
eh.... I'm ok.... I know she loves me more than anything in the whole world which is why I've been so quick to forgive her and get on with it and...
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eh.... I'm ok.... I know she loves me more than anything in the whole world which is why I've been so quick to forgive her and get on with it and...
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satanikaf:
I'm so pathetic that now I'm going to keep refreshing on that topic to see if he responds to you !!!
reptar:
If you reload, it will come. The pic that is.
well after that explosive missive... we had a fire in my building which then flooded three floors cause of the sprinkier systems going of... .I swear I didnt do it 
wah.... so I didnt get to have my nap because we were evacuated....
bored and tired.... well its looking to be another shithouse week money wise... I've been enquiring about piercing apprenticships... I think I...
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wah.... so I didnt get to have my nap because we were evacuated....
bored and tired.... well its looking to be another shithouse week money wise... I've been enquiring about piercing apprenticships... I think I...
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max16characters:
Lucky you girly. Finding love and all that good stuff at such a young age. Maybe some day i'll find that....hopefully. You may be broke but if you're in true love, you're richer than most.
siara:
Awww.. I am soo glad that you are soo happy!!.. it must be kind of hard for him sometimes with your line of work not to get jealous, so it is so great that you are both above not making it an issue. It seems that jealousy ruins so many relationships!
.. a piercing apprenticship would be excellent.. it is a skill that would be great to have.. and you would be able to make some extra cash on the side piercing friends and such. Even if you can't get an apprenticeship maybe there is a course that you can do!
XX 
.. a piercing apprenticship would be excellent.. it is a skill that would be great to have.. and you would be able to make some extra cash on the side piercing friends and such. Even if you can't get an apprenticeship maybe there is a course that you can do!
XX urgh.... morning... its 7.30am as I write this....
not much to report... I go to work tonight... I woke up with adrian around 6ish.. .as he had to get into work early cause of that worm which has totally destroyed some of his systems... but the plus side is is he gets home around 3ish so we can nap together until I go to work.......
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not much to report... I go to work tonight... I woke up with adrian around 6ish.. .as he had to get into work early cause of that worm which has totally destroyed some of his systems... but the plus side is is he gets home around 3ish so we can nap together until I go to work.......
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siara:
.. i heard about this worm... hmmm better do a backup of everything on my computer I think.. that would suck to loose all my clothing design stuff! .. argh!
hope you had a good relaxing day!!
XX
hope you had a good relaxing day!!
XX
theblacknurse:
ah im trying to avoid msn/icq for awhile cos it just distracts me too much... the other night i spent *hides* FIVE HOURS *hides* online, when I should be doing uni work, or at LEAST pretending to. Everthing is bad.... EVERYTHING IS BAD!
good morning!
well I was so tired after my 12 hour shift yesterday that the second I got home from getting my uni stuff and having a big breakfast I passed out on the couch for 4 hours... and by the time I woke up adrian was home... well goodbye to tuesday....
today I am sending out more pleading I am pathetic give me a...
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well I was so tired after my 12 hour shift yesterday that the second I got home from getting my uni stuff and having a big breakfast I passed out on the couch for 4 hours... and by the time I woke up adrian was home... well goodbye to tuesday....
today I am sending out more pleading I am pathetic give me a...
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theblacknurse:
ahhhh KARMA POLICE carlotta!!!!! dont feel bad... FEEL GOOD MUAHAHAHAHHAA
ahh venal - lemme guess, you went to a rudolph steiner school? i know people who went there but never actually finished.............
ahh venal - lemme guess, you went to a rudolph steiner school? i know people who went there but never actually finished.............
freyja__:
glad we got to catch up last night, sweets!
i love ya lots.
i love ya lots.
well my boyfriend pays my rent... again... for about the 2nd month running...
I feel like a pathetic piece of shit who cant even make her bills let alone start paying back some of the money I owe....
anyway... my friend Dior has just got a new job receptioning at a massage place on Crown st... so hopefully I can pick up a few shifts...
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I feel like a pathetic piece of shit who cant even make her bills let alone start paying back some of the money I owe....
anyway... my friend Dior has just got a new job receptioning at a massage place on Crown st... so hopefully I can pick up a few shifts...
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max16characters:
Could you perhaps get a job at a bar or something? Bartending at some lifestyle bar could bring in some decent amount of dollarinies if you can get a spot.
How's your gram doing?
You're not fat...you're just exceptionally cushioned right now and it'll come off.
How's your gram doing?
You're not fat...you're just exceptionally cushioned right now and it'll come off.
satanikaf:
YEAH! Let's both do the protein diet and see how sexy we feel in a week 
I'll be your Bastard from Hell Diet Friend!
Hang in there with the money sitch, baby. Things will start to look up soon... Thinking of you anyway
I'll be your Bastard from Hell Diet Friend!
Hang in there with the money sitch, baby. Things will start to look up soon... Thinking of you anyway
I'm ok peoples!! thanks for all the well wishes and i'll be going through them and answering them the second I get rid of this headache...
well my week from hell is over and I'm feeling alot better for it!!!! my grandmother is out of hospital and has had 2 tests back postivie so now we're just playing the waiting game to see if she...
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well my week from hell is over and I'm feeling alot better for it!!!! my grandmother is out of hospital and has had 2 tests back postivie so now we're just playing the waiting game to see if she...
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venal_polish:
YES.
YES.
throatneedle:
Mmmmm..delicious meat!
If it makes you feel any better hun
Im fucking broke as well..and my rent check bounced
Hopefully things will work out for us soon!
If it makes you feel any better hun
Im fucking broke as well..and my rent check bounced
Hopefully things will work out for us soon!
urgh i'm just so URGGGGHHHH at the moment.. running on empty and feeling sick all the time...
I have anxiety amnesia... I have SO much stuff I have to do.. but I cant kep a single memory in my head at the moment.... its just stress and having my nan in hospital... plus my mother has to have 2 operations.. one major one minor in...
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I have anxiety amnesia... I have SO much stuff I have to do.. but I cant kep a single memory in my head at the moment.... its just stress and having my nan in hospital... plus my mother has to have 2 operations.. one major one minor in...
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yawf:
ohh, poor baby!
if you can get a good night sleep!
that's what usually helps me
when my mind won't focus!
lots of love heading your way!!!
if you can get a good night sleep!
that's what usually helps me
when my mind won't focus!
lots of love heading your way!!!
gram:
are you ok?
i am bored and at work..... again.. .with no money and no jobs.... URGGGGHHHH I'm a patient woman but there is only so much of this I can take..
I had my first panic attack in about a year and half today and it unsettled me quite a bit.. but I took a xanax and I'm feeling like normal again...
I think Im just a...
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I had my first panic attack in about a year and half today and it unsettled me quite a bit.. but I took a xanax and I'm feeling like normal again...
I think Im just a...
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superfly4343:
Enjoyed roaming through your pics.... must get that digital camera at some point.
Good luck with the job search, these things do tend to settle down after a bit.... yes, not terribly helpful.
Good luck with the job search, these things do tend to settle down after a bit.... yes, not terribly helpful.
amadio:
How long have you been Pro domme?
DID-FarKinG-NOT. keeeelll me. fuckn fagfuckshitcunt.
AAAAAAARGH.