dancing to 80s music in the other room, drunk and flailing. mad fun, too. i can't even type effectively - this has taken me so long! i've heard it said that i "dance like i mean it," which is a pretty big compliment. but i feel like i do. throw your body into it. that's the only way to do it. soon there'll be sleep,...
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pixie_punch:
80s music is the ONLY music to dance to...especially in the summer. the summer makes it something like 100 times better! 
broadwaybee:
Dance it up, sugarpie. I miss you!
for all of you who wrote nice things in my journal who i didn't respond to, i'm sorry... i have such a limited time that i actually spend on the internet that i figure i should try to write entries instead of writing responses..
i'm feeling so much better! my bruises are getting a little worse again - going from yellowgreen to bluegreenpurple, but they...
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i'm feeling so much better! my bruises are getting a little worse again - going from yellowgreen to bluegreenpurple, but they...
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emperor_tane:
I think green would make for an intresting change. Your hair was purple correct? I like purple hair
Tane
Tane
nex_flamma:
Im back!
Shit! I just noticed the date on your journal, are you still even here? *Nex wipes away the cobwebs*
Well, if you are, say something, or send me an EKG of your pulse or something to prove your existence.
Shit! I just noticed the date on your journal, are you still even here? *Nex wipes away the cobwebs*
Well, if you are, say something, or send me an EKG of your pulse or something to prove your existence.
lonely
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atrasties:
yeah I know that club, crappy meetings but good snacks. 
nonsequitur:
is the human condition.
god, i'm boring lately. i haven't done anything worth writing about. it doesn't work to save up things to say.
i'm just going to get internet soon.
hmm.
i sleep a lot. and i try not to stay home too much.
my toes and fingers are purple.
i'm just going to get internet soon.
hmm.
i sleep a lot. and i try not to stay home too much.
my toes and fingers are purple.
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robscarlett:
You are never boring beauty. *hug* Have no fear this slump of blue funk will pass. Take care.
emperor_tane:
Mei 
Tane
Tane
never mind..
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marley386:
"And I forget just why I teased you..."
i am sleeping in my new place now, so my entries will be few and far between for the next little bit until i get internet access.
there is snow. the world is white. big soft flakes in my hair, on my shoulders. cold red nose, big grin.
sleeping alone is no fun. cold and lonely. builds character, i'm sure. but no warm body beside...
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there is snow. the world is white. big soft flakes in my hair, on my shoulders. cold red nose, big grin.
sleeping alone is no fun. cold and lonely. builds character, i'm sure. but no warm body beside...
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superdee:
I think any transition can cause a thoughtful soul like you to reflect, doing this alone perhaps brings on melancholy... don't mistake this as sadness, consider it a gentle reminder that you're alive and well.
Enjoy building your new nest.
Enjoy building your new nest.
tegan:
im not abig fan of snow.
i don't understand how traffic cops can do their jobs. coercive, intimidating motherfuckers, stealing my money. and if you're a traffic policeman somewhere out there in sg land, fuck you. i loathe you. i don't want you to die, but i want to bite a big hole in your arm and spit out a big chunk of your skin. the traffic system is by its...
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estrada:
I was pulled over, but was not given a ticket.
I was glad and fortunate.
Darn state trollers.
I was glad and fortunate.
Darn state trollers.
xtx:
you are fucking fantastic! if only i could articulate my anger and frustration in such a specific and detailed way.. 
i think i love you. never lose your rage- it's a beautiful thing.
keep the fire burnin',
x
"Cause You Can't, You Won't, And You Don't Stop
Mei Come On And Rock The Sure Shot..."
i think i love you. never lose your rage- it's a beautiful thing.
keep the fire burnin',
x
"Cause You Can't, You Won't, And You Don't Stop
Mei Come On And Rock The Sure Shot..."
driving home tonight, watching. lean forward and press my nose into the steering wheel, and suddenly the windshield is the world, and i am hurtling towards it. without a frame, the night is so much closer. the moon is huge and orange, and looks like it just woke up - bleary and blurred. the steering wheel is cold on my nose and i realize that...
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robscarlett:
You write the bestest things. I do that windshield thing....normally when tired late at night. I like it until I forget I'm actually driving and start thinking I'm like...watchign a boring movie of someone driving.
Then I'm all like..."Oh wait!! It's me driving!!" **Sweeeerve**
Good luck with getting back into the Yoga. It's hard to get back into things like that but once you do you'll feel much better.
Though I imagine you feel pretty awsome right now as it is.
Take care lady!
Then I'm all like..."Oh wait!! It's me driving!!" **Sweeeerve**
Good luck with getting back into the Yoga. It's hard to get back into things like that but once you do you'll feel much better.
Though I imagine you feel pretty awsome right now as it is.
Take care lady!
xtx:
"Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find a better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen will slowly fade away
...
So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say"
Don't you know you might find a better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen will slowly fade away
...
So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say"
day off.. nothing much to do. i told the apartment girl that i didn't want to rent from her. my application came back ok, but i was tired of stressing about when she would return my phone calls and whether or not what she told me would be correct. it's too bad, because it was a nice little place, but i can find somewhere else...
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tegan:
indeed, i dont know what i will be yet... i will have to figure that out. -thinking-
boring portland?? awe... i am going to come there one day!
boring portland?? awe... i am going to come there one day!
louise:
oh my gah. Mei has me as a favorite girl. eeeeeeeeee!!! i'm gonna tell everyone how cool i am!!!!
i'm just not cut out to do anything stressful. shaky arms. blurred vision. echoes of my heartbeats vibrate through my body, like opening a door without any grease on the hinges that doesn't squeak quite yet. just breathe deeply and it will go away - but it doesn't. stupid housing stuff. this is all from calling my possible new landlord to ask about the status...
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rockmusicdragoon:
I understand where you're coming from. If you're always waiting for something new to come along, you feel like you're floating and nothing is permanent. It's hard to make decisions that way because you think "Hey, I might want to do something different tommorrow, so why make anything permanent?"
I don't have any answers, but I feel like you do. So, don't give up, and if it helps any, lots of us feel like you do.
- Jason
I don't have any answers, but I feel like you do. So, don't give up, and if it helps any, lots of us feel like you do.
- Jason
thi3veslikeus:
Did you get through gravitys rainbow this summer as planned? i struggled through it but am not sure it was entirely worth the effort.